Tang Xi is regretting. Badly. About everything.
The last face she saw before she closed her eyes was Lu Cheng's. He was frightened and his face was completely filled with remorse. As if he was the one who is dying!. He was hurting...more than her.
She was still not aware of her kids. Whether they are safe or not. Before she could think of anything, the killing pain stopped suddenly and which made her to close her eyes in relief without her wish.
She wanted to hold his hands and needed to say "I am fine". She also wanted to say many things. At least she should have made him promise that he would...move on.
'Selfish..Always using his love against him'.
She knew she has been using him for her stubborn decisions. But still She never liked that idea to give Cheng to an another woman as he is hers. But she is not that selfish. But before she could do anything this sudden darkness pulled her into this endless emptiness.
'It's all my fault. I hurt him. I am the reason for everything. I stood stubborn and chose this path to leave him alone. He is standing there helplessly...guiltily...hurt! I couldn't imagine losing him in front of me...My poor love..He must be broken...'.
'What have I done?! I stood stubborn only to make him suffer..to break him..I shouldn't have done this..I shouldn't have been fool myself emotionally ...'.
But she doesn't regret anything suddenly. Not even dying. She felt a sudden blooming happiness thinking of her reason behind her dumb decision.
'My babies...should be fine now...How do they look? Are they identical? Or Can I find their differences? *sigh* Will he take care of them alone? Will he marry ...anyone at least to take care of my babies? Would he...love any other woman?'.
She opens her eyes as she felt someone poking her cheek. It was very soft and very familiar. She swears it wasn't of Lu Cheng's!.
She opens her eyes only to see the insane brightness which was a complete contrast of the darkness before. But she couldn't see other than the blank bright space and sucks in sharp breath in shock seeing something before her eyes.
"Mommy?".
Tang Xi is just staring at the face before her. She feels nothing yet everything. She felt dizzy yet her eyes were damn clear!.
'Did I die....and ...come to my son finally?'.
She doesn't know whether to laugh or cry realizing the fact that she died. She tries to look around whether she is still in her dreams.
'Is this heaven? So its where you come after leaving our life there? Was my baby all alone until this time?'.
She had no idea why she couldn't speak to her son. She tries to open her mouth only her tears managed to escape from her eyes.
Her whole body laid frozen as if she was dead. 'Ha! I am dead anyway...'.
"Mommy?".
She was screaming internally 'Yes baby! I can hear you! I have no idea why couldn't I open my damn mouth!'.
She was so lost in his beaming face. He is same as ever... bringing back the content smile on her face. No matter whether she was having her bad day or any stresses even facing her death. His smile could make all of them vanish within a single snap!.
'Why isn't he speaking? He is speaking..but other than calling me..".
She felt the brightness fading suddenly and panics looking at her son. 'No..I shouldn't leave my son again! I am not leaving him!! I didn't even talked-'.
She was pulled out from there and gasps suddenly facing some strangers around her.
'Am I in the hell? What the hell is happening?!'
It took few seconds for her to look properly. But her eyes blurred before she could see further and closes her eyes listening to faint sounds which filled the silent room contributing the other sounds made by the machines.
'Observe the patient closely. Increase the dosage this time '.
'Yes mam'.
'Inform her family to visit after 30 minutes'.
'Yes mam'.
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After counting till 3, Lu Cheng closed his eyes not having courage to see her leaving him.
'It's all his fault! I should have forced her to terminate this pregnancy! I shouldn't have allowed any of this!'.
He was about to roar in defeat but feels someone holding his shoulder.
"She made it".
The small whisper from the person behind him made Lu Cheng whip his head forward. The f***ing dramatic machine shown the bloody waveform. Finally!.
Dinesh "..." What the...
Lu Cheng pulled Dinesh into a sudden big bear hug. He had no idea what made him to do that.
If Lu Cheng was in his senses, he would have died in the embarrassment. But the single unexpected line from Dinesh pulled him from hell.
He didn't mind if he was his enemy..*cough* ex-..ex-enemy. He wanted someone to ..share his utmost happiness of his life. But he would have never thought that person would be Dinesh.
Dinesh was not accustomed to this type of 'gestures' especially from Lu Cheng. He couldn't stand noticing the people around his giving them weird looks 'Oh Crap! What is he trying to portray me as?!'.
But feeling the roughness of the hug, he can tell Lu Cheng was so much in love with Tang Xi.
"Huh...Excuse me-?".
Before he could do something, a nurse stopped in her tracks coming out from the emergency room and words too seeing Dinesh.
Dinesh frowns seeing the nurse and Lu Cheng asks gasping "Can I see her now?!". He completely had no idea what he did before.
The nurse with great effort averts her gaze from Dinesh and informs "Just 30 minutes sir. She had to rest. You can meet her after 30 minutes".
'Damn! I said that already! Why am I repeating?!'.
She walks away from there without looking at Dinesh.
Lu Cheng ignores everything while seeing Tang Xi's sleeping image before him. Not even realizing, Dinesh who had gone chasing after the nurse.
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The nurse is about to enter her cabin.
"Wait!".
She closes her eyes tight clearly recognizing his voice. She turns and asks nervously "Y-yes..sir?".
Dinesh squints his eyes with clear suspicion "I think...I have..seen you somewhere... Have we met before?".
The nurse smiles suddenly which made Dinesh to frown. The smile was a sad one.