Capítulo 15: He Found Her
It has become almost three years since Veer entered the meditative state. His senior brother Bhartri Hari will come from time to time and check his state. His Guru will also visit sometime and will laugh while seeing him making his senior disciple speechless.
Veer felt like he is flowing with power and energy. He felt like something is there inside him which is attracting the cosmic energy of the universe and bringing it inside him and in turn increasing his own spiritual and soul energy.
After some unknown time, Veer opened his eyes and saw the vast universe with planets, solar systems, comets and stars in front of him. He stood up and walked ahead. He felt like he is walking in a garden and felt fascinated with the wonders of nature in front. He closed his eyes and murmured "Priya! Can you see it? It is so vast that our existence is nothing in front of this."
On the earth, Guru while sitting somewhere near to his meditating disciple said seemingly talking to the air in front "Finally, that infatuate boy remembered you. You have heard us, right? Go and help him. Help each other now." and he then laughed loudly and said "While you are there, don't leave him. Remember to hold each other and come back together. Ho Ho Ho. Finally, it is still me who has helped you and fulfilled my promise."
In the vast universe, suddenly Veer felt like from the deep part of him, the pivotal point which attracts the cosmic energy vibrated and next moment he felt that beautiful intimate feeling of her. Her voice came in his mind "Veer! I am here, can you look inside and bring me to you?"
Veer concentrate inside and found a soft mass of light and touched it and it transformed in her. She stood beside him while holding his hand and smiled at him.
"Priya! Am I dreaming again?" He smiled and asked her emotionally.
She whispered "No Veer! It's really me this time. Your Guru helped me enter your body and reach your consciousness and thus I found you." She looked at their joined hands and said: "Don't leave my hand otherwise I might be lost in this vast universe."
"How could it be? If you can get lost, I can also get lost." He frowned and said. He felt afraid of being separated from her suddenly.
She smiled and squeezed his hand and said "You can not get lost because your body is not dead and through your body, you are still connected to the mortal world. But I have no body. My body is dead so I have no connection to the mortal world. I was surviving on remaining spiritual energy of mine. Your teacher blessed me with some spiritual energy so I was able to remain in the mortal world but I am losing it. If you leave my hand, I really don't know where the earth and mortal world is."
Veer felt fearful "Then why did you come here? Should you not remain there? Why did teacher do that?"
She smiled and looked at him lovingly "Do not worry. It is not as you are thinking. I will not dissipate like smoke. My spiritual energy will disperse slowly and thus memories I am holding will also be lost. But as we are holding hands, I will be constantly receiving the energy from you. I came here through your body so I am also connected with you. Although I can not absorb cosmic energy because I don't have the body to attract it but it can flow in me throw you while we are holding each other."
Veer looked at her and said "If I lost you here, then I will also remain here. I will never leave this place." His grip tightened at her. Suddenly he turned toward her and made her face him and then pulled her in a hug and whispered on her neck "Priya! I love you. I am sorry, I forgot you while meditating."
She wrapped her arms around him "I heard from the discussions of your teacher and senior disciple that you took a big risk and directly entered the meditative state. I am happy that now I can interact with you because of that. It feels so intimate to receive the energy from you. I am happy. I am really happy Veer!"
"But why it still does not feel enough? Why does it feel like still there is something which is missing?" Veer murmured.
Priya said "Because there is a gap created in us because we could not be married and be one in our mortal bodies. I just have to remain on earth and when times comes, I will be able to take birth. You just have to wait."
"yes, I will wait for Priya! I will stay with you and wait for your rebirth." Suddenly remembering something Veer asked again "I can feel that this place is deep within universe far away from earth. How did you come here? How would I be able to take you back? Even I do not know how to go back."
Priya smiled and said "It is with the help of your teacher. He helped me enter your body and from there I could sense your consciousness and when you called me, I was able to come to you. To go back, I just have to follow the same path. I can go back into your consciousness and then you can go back to your body. Then I will be expelled from your body as I am not connected to it but I will be back on the earth then. If not this way, it might take me a long time to reach earth. I might even lose my memories in that process."
Veer felt heart hearing the word 'expelled' from her. He said "Then? How can I see you again? How could we meet and provide energy to you again?"
"Your teacher simply willed and surrounding spiritual energies flew and entered me empowering my strength. Even if you can not do that, you can meet me in this form while meditating." She smiled and said "Next time, do not come here. Just stay near your body and you would be able to see me."
Veer suddenly felt like he has learned something new. He hugged her tightly and closed his eyes to understand the things he heard from her. He felt enlightened. Yes, he can feel it.
Veer whispered suddenly "Currently I am in soul form. I am a soul originally but in the body when I say 'I', it means I am referring to the body. Currently, the pivotal point inside me is my connection to my body. When in the body, the pivotal point becomes the connection point of the body to soul. Within soul is the connection point to nature. That is how I came here. It means I am inside myself. This is a loop. The universe is inside the body and body is inside the universe. That is the secret of meditation. When Yogi looks inside, actually he or she is exploring the secrets of nature through the universe." Veer release Priya and held her hand and laughed.
Priya looked at Veer smiling and then said: "See, you learned it."
Veer smiled and said "My teacher is really strange. He knew that I did not understand these concepts, so he sent you to tell me these. I also feel like my body is not far away from me. We can return whenever we wish for it." He pulled her near him again and held her face in both his hands and kissed lovingly on her forehead and said: "And I am thankful that he sent you here so that we could explore this vast universe together."
Then Veer looked at Priya and smiled and said while pulling her hand "Priya! Let us go and explore this beautiful view of the creations of nature. See how beautiful these planets and stars are."
She held his hand and walked beside him "Yes, it is beautiful."
They walked hand in hand among the moving planets, meteorite, and moving comets. They walked through the suns and did not feel any heat. They walked through the black holes but did not feel any suction. Of course, rules of physics only apply on solid, liquid or energy particles but not on souls.
At one place they stood their hands held together and their arms brushing each other. He head rested on his right arm. She murmured "Veer! It looks so beautiful here. Planets, stars, endless universe. It looks like we are the center of the universe. This is a good place to marry each other."
Veer looked at her and said, "Do you know that there are 8 types of marriages?"
"But few types are not good. So there are only 6 types which I call good ones." She looked at him and smiled "Don't tell me you are thinking about the love marriage which is also called Gandharva Vivah*"
Veer smiled and turned his head and kissed her hairs lowering his head a bit and said "As you said, this place is so divine and feels like the center of the universe. Why not we take our marriage vows here. Isn't it better? This whole universe as our witness, I believe our bond will be stronger."
Veer held her hand tightly and then said loudly "As all the suns, planets, comets, stars and other souls as my witness, I announce that Priya is my wife and will be my beloved until the end of the universe." After that, he turned toward her and looked at her lovingly.
"Ha ha ha" Her giggles resonated. She then stopped and whispered "I really felt something after you said it. It felt like some mark is placed inside me and waiting for me to accept it. Is it the bond?" She looked at Veer and said emotionally "I, in the witness of all the beings of universe promise to be the wife of Veer until the eternity."
They both smile at each other. Veer felt like he suddenly received something as well. He looked around and found that the sound of the universe feels more divine and more effective. Priya felt like she has established some connection with Veer and even if she lost, they will be able to sense each other.
"Veer! It feels like that nature also has accepted our vows and gave us her blessing" Priya murmured while looking at Veer.
Veer smiled and said "I am also feeling the same. It feels like I suddenly became one with the universe. Is that gap filled already? Have we become one?" He suddenly felt emotional.
Priya turned toward him and put her arms around his neck and put her head on his shoulder and whispered "I am really feeling happy. I did not know I could feel emotions without a connection with the body. But these feelings are not false. Our marriage is really blessed by mother nature. I am feeling like nothing can separate us." She raised her head and looked into the eyes of Veer and said with a smile "Let us go back. I wish to go to earth and verify my findings." and she giggled.
Veer smiled at her and then said "Fine. Let us go back. Come inside Priya!" She smiled at him and the next moment she turned into a soft mass of light and entered him and he heard her voice "Veer! I have reached here already. Oh, your teacher also said that at this stage you just have to will it and it will happen." He heard her giggle and smiled.
Veer looked at the vast universe with divine sound and the soft light. He saw one comet moving at a fast speed toward a planet. Veer looked at this scene and murmured "Will it and it will happen". Suddenly the trajectory of comet changed a bit and it passed the planet from the side without hitting it and Veer smiled. he whispered "So, this is being one with nature. Will it and it will happen. Because your will becomes the will of nature itself."
Veer closed his eyes and concentrated on the pivotal point deep inside himself and felt sinking into it. Next moment he felt his body. He could feel his skin tingling due to the wind, his nerves and beating of the heart. He concentrated and he could feel his bond with Priya and her presence near him which brought a smile to his lips.
He slowly opened his eyes and morning sunlight, the smell of fresh grass and chirping of birds greeted him. He could not see Priya but could feel her presence. He felt happy and content.
Suddenly he heard and scolding near him "Idiot! Did you come back finally after four years? Do you know how much we had to suffer to preserve your dirty body from being eaten by wild animals?"
Veer smile and looked at his Guru and felt grateful in heart and said "What a great way to greet? Our teacher is certainly a great enlightened being. Thank you, Teacher, for your help."
His Guru frowned and said "Are you thanking me? Or are you ridiculing me? What is this logic of ridiculing and then thanking? Will it still matter if you thank me after ridiculing me?." Veer smile embarrassingly. It was correct that he made fun of his teacher.
Suddenly his senior brother came and smiled and said "Younger brother! do not feel bad. No one suffered anything to preserve your body. You should know that when one person is being enlightened and in the meditative state, it also affects everything which is in his vicinity. Even wild animals who will come near body will forget their true nature and violent tendencies. So, who can harm someone who is a part of nature? Teacher himself said this to me."
"Stupid! Why are you telling him all the secrets? Wouldn't it be good to make him feel grateful? This way he won't be able to forget if there are many favors done to him." Guru scolded the senior disciple. Veer laughed and stood up. He felt light and felt like his body could blend in the environment, it could flow with the wind, it can move with a thought. He smiled.
Veer walked to his Guru and stood in front of him and then bent on his knees and said while lowering his head "Having Teacher as my guide on the spiritual path is my greatest blessing of life. I am already eternally grateful. I have found my beloved and understood the things with the help of a teacher. I am truly feeling content."
Guru laughed and said "Good. Good that you know it." and then while thinking something, Guru smiled and said, "Don't you have some unfinished business?"
Veer looked questioningly toward his Guru and his Guru smiled and said "There are some mortals who love you and are missing you. They are in pain because of you. Go and liberate them and liberate yourself from the chains of this world."
"Mortals have different emotions. They will experience it when something happens and it is unavoidable. What do I need to do for them?" Veer asked.
Guru looked at his senior brother and understanding the cue of his Guru his senior brother continued "Younger brother! On the path of spirituality, you do penance to accumulate spiritual energy and strengthen your soul. Although mortals are chained in the cycle of life and death, still their thoughts and emotions contribute to nature and they also indirectly affect the Yogi. If people are thinking of you, missing you, feeling sad for you or doing good or bad things in your name, it will affect you in a way or another because nature is being affected by that energy of Karma and she will ultimately guide that energy to you."
Veer felt amazed by this concept and then smiled and said "It feels like nature has created many things to tie us within her bounds. What if some people call themselves my devotee and do bad things saying it is my teaching."
"Even nature is tied with its own rules. Heart and soul of people can never be lied to and nature interacts through soul and in this way there is no way of blaming someone else for someone else's misdeeds." His senior brother said and continued "So, you need to visit those mortal people. Pacify them, calm their hearts and help them accept your decision. Once they have turned their thoughts away from you, then you will truly be free from the world."
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Kritdeo
Kritdeo Gandharva Vivah is made of two words Gandharva = Demigod and Vivah = Marriage. In this marriage both boy and girl are independent and are in love and they decide to marry each other without caring for other things.
What I hate most in novels is keeping lovers separate for long. So, finally Veer understood the secrets and could feel Priya. Now he can follow her and can know when she takes rebirth.
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