Capítulo 59: day 4 of trip ( regret)

Either push me away, or you scream some more, but don't expect me to be able to hold myself back today," he whispered in my ear.

His heavy voice is causing irritation in my body. I never wanted to keep him away from me, but Moon was hungry , from what I knew about Moon I'd never seen him eat properly, My love was hungry, so how could I accept the pleasure of physical hunger,I held his hand and said, "I will cook the food first."

Moon held my hand and said "You are making excuses"

I said again, "I am not making any excuses." First I will cook food for you and feed you, after that I will not refuse anything.

He smiled strangely and moved away from me. Within two minutes he gave me his clothes to wear I had already worn his clothes when I saw his room ,The whole room was very dirty, as if the room had not been used for the last one month.

How could food be cooked in such a dirty house?, I turned and looked at Moon, he was sitting on the sofa and looking at me,, Moon was looking at me with such deep eyes that it seemed like he was trying to read my mind , and I was surprised when he said """I am hungry, cook the food first, then you can do the cleaning later.The moon was smiling looking at my face, because I was looking at it in surprise, I went into the kitchen without saying anything, there was nothing in the kitchen except Japanese noodles, I cleaned the kitchen for half an hour and after that I started making noodles and after about twenty minutes I came out of the kitchen with noodles, then my eyes fell on Moon lying on the sofa When I came closer, I realized that the moon was sleeping,I kept the bowl of noodles on the table and sat down on the floor. I was looking at the boy lying in front of me who had been my life for the past two years,That I didn't know at all , which I haven't been able to understand till now , did he love me....? , then why did he say that he will exploit me so much that I will stop loving him , If he really didn't want me to love him then why was Moon giving me reasons to stay in love.

And then Moon's phone rang, the sound of the phone brought both me and Moon back to our senses , Moon looked at me with heavy eyes and then looked at the bowl placed on the table , Moon immediately got up and put his phone on the side table,After this Moon extended his hand towards me I had a feeling Moon would give his hand to the bowl of noodles first , but I was wrong again about the Moon .The Moon gave me his hand,I kept looking at his white hand.

As soon as I held his hand, Moon pulled me and made me sit on the sofa , Moon then picked up the bowl of noodles and ate the first bite , my breath is stuck I was a good cook but still my heart was beating , Moon looked at me after taking the first bite and said """""" so this is what home made food tastes like ....you are wife material....

he was speaking without any emotion and I wanted to dance with joy , Moon knew he was the top, that way I was the bottom , and the way Moon called me wife material, I knew that at least those were the words I wanted to hear .... but something happened which scares me even today when I remember it Moon had not even finished eating the noodles when his phone rang again. The call was made by the building's security guard , Moon put the phone to his ear and suddenly the bowl of noodles fell from Moon's hand , Moon hurriedly turned on the CCTV camera on the screen in front and saw that on the first floor, some people dressed in black were coming up the stairs with guns. Moon was not scared at all but when he saw me he got scared , he said in a hurry """"No, this cannot happen, you cannot be their target .....

I was in no condition to understand anything, I was just scared seeing Moon nervous Those people in black clothes looked really scary to me . Moon said to me in a hurry "Listen to me carefully" Those people coming up are coming to get me,But when he comes up he will see you and I don't want him to see you.... You stay here until I return and don't follow me I am telling you again, you will stay here until I return . After this Moon picked up his mobile and while leaving said, as soon as I leave switch off the light, there is a candle, use it and don't leave this room ,I did the same as soon as the moon went out, first of all I switched off the light and used a candle , and then my eyes went to the CCTV footage The men in black were pointing guns at Moon as he was forced into the car,I screamed out of fear, I came out of the room and ran downstairs, but the lift was closed, I ran towards the stairs, I must have climbed ten or fifteen stairs when the security guard appeared in front of me, the security guard said in a very cold manner """ Moon told me not to leave the room,,, I shouted in anger and crying,,,, they will take him away, let me go down , and the security guard didn't let me get down I came back to Moon's room and when I looked at the CCTV camera, there was no car near the main gate. There were no people dressed in black, who were those people, after all ? And why did they point the gun at Moon , and why didn't Moon want them to see me ,I was just thinking and looking at that bowl and crying...I was crying because I was in his room and he had already gotten out of the room and was facing the danger,so he can save me , but did he realize that he was leaving me to die.....After this Jihara says to Kakeru with flowing tears """When someone risks his own life to save mine, I feel helpless remembering Moon and that accident of mine. ,

Kakeru now understood why Jihara wanted to tell him further about the moon,Kakeru even put himself at risk to save Jihara from the tribe people

You can't even imagine the pain that a person gives to his loved ones ,,,,

These words of Jihara shook Kakeru , Kakeru said "If something were to happen to me, you would probably regret it for the rest of your life,I could probably take another route..I am .... I am sorry.

Jihara interrupted and said "I would not have regrets but would have been in pain for the rest of my life, just like I was feeling for Moon.

Kakeru further says "Who were those people who took Moon with them and what happened next..." and then Mr. James arrives there. He had brought a wild goat with him after hunting.