You spoke to me today. You told me that you weren't angry at me. You said that you were just disgusted by the idea.
You don't know how much my heart broke hearing you say that.
But it's ok.
At least you forgive me now.
You let me give you a hug. Or rather, you held me in your arms. You said that I was frail and that you were worried about my health. I told you not to worry and that I needed to lose weight. You frowned and asked when I had last eaten. I didn't answer. Because I didn't know.
I didn't know, Jungkook.
You made a deal with me. You said that you wouldn't tell hyungs about it.
If I ate.
You made me a meal. It made my heart race, Kookie. To see you caring for me. Thanks to you I ate it all. It feels so good to have a full stomach. I hope I won't regret it later.
I hope you won't either, Jungkook.