章 72: Cuming Clean
After getting picked up, Kai rode quietly as Jinn was on a business call with a potential wine distributer in another country, the time being morning on the other side of the world.
When they arrived at the apartment, Kai slowly trialed behind his boyfriend, staring at his back as he walked. Jinn was so deep into the call that he hadn't paid Kai much mind since he had gotten into the car, only giving him a momentary smirk.
After unlocking the door, the two walked in, with Jinn going straight into the dining room to sit and Kai going straight into the bedroom. Undressing, Kai took off his work clothes, put on one of his boyfriends' t-shirts and sweats, decided to hide himself under the blanket while he waited for Jinn, it was going to be now of never.
"Sorry about that babe, how was your day? What did you eat for dinner?", Jinn apologized, as he came into the room, throwing himself on the bed and wrapping his arms around his boyfriend who was rolled-up like a log.
"It was okay, I ate sushi.", Kai responded softly, his voice muffled by the blanket over his head.
Bringing one corner of his mouth tight for a moment, Jinn pulled the blanket from over top of his obviously moody boyfriend, kissing his shoulder before resting his head there. "Look if you're upset with me, I get it, but I did say that I would make it up to you Kai. I know I've been hella busy lately, but I promise I'll be able to take a break soon.", he finally spoke.
"I'm not mad Jinn.", Kai responded.
"Then what's the matter with you?", Jinn asked raising a brow, because if that wasn't it, then what else could it be? Maneuvering himself, Kai flipped over so that he was facing Jinn, his eyes watering heavily. "Baby what is it?", Jinn asked, unable to help but becoming alarmed.
"I…there's something I gotta t…...", Kai began to say, but Jinn's phone began to chime loudly.
"Hold on babe.", said Jinn, as he sat up and reached over to grab his phone from the bedside table. With a serious pout on his face, Kai sat up, his eyes watering even more as he watched Jinn answer the call. "Hi, was there someth…", Jinn began to say to the wine distributor, he had just had a meeting with, but his phone was suddenly snatched from his hand.
With his eyes wide, Jinn quickly directed his attention to his emotional boyfriend. "Kai!", he mouthed softly, shaking his head no, but it was too late as Kai had already hung up the phone. "Have you lost your mind?!", Jinn raised his voice as he reached to get his phone back, but Kai placed it behind his back.
"I need to talk to you!", Kai shouted, tears streaming down his face and Jinn could see that something was really wrong, so he calmed down and sat properly.
Placing Jinn's phone down on the bed, Kai began to fiddle with his fingers as the phone rang again, but this time, Jinn picked it up, put it on 'do not disturb' before placing it behind him.
"I'm listening.", he finally spoke, his demeanor much calmer this time, although he was now as anxious as Kai.
"Jinn I…I've been keeping something from you because I know how it'll make you feel, but things are getting out of hand now, so I can't just keep it to myself anymore.", Kai began.
"Did you cheat on me?", Jinn asked, his piercing blue eyes full of intensity and fear all at the same time.
"No, but…"
"But what? Get to the point Kai.", Jinn interrupted as he was growing impatient, his anxiety only rising.
Nervous as all hell, Kai looked down at his hands, both fists squeezed tight in his lap, "that weekend we spent at your parents house, you asked me why I was sitting in the shower like that, and the truth was…was because I honestly did feel dirty."
"Yes, as you've mentioned, but that still doesn't help me, Kai.", Jinn said as he was becoming increasingly irritated.
"It's because I accidentally walked in on Art and Allen fucking in the kitchen!", Kai finally blurted out.
Letting out a heavy sigh, Jinn lowered his head, closing his eyes for a moment as he brought the back of his hand to his mouth. Lowering his hand, Jinn looked back up at Kai, "is that it? You felt dirty because you saw them having sex and it made you horny?", he asked and Kai's heart began to sink when he saw that Jinn was relieved as he began to chuckle.
"Jinn….", Kai whined.
"Babe, you don't know how many nights I've caught them fucking when I was a kid, I'd watch for a bit and then run to my room to jerk off!", said Jinn as he began to laugh even harder.
Lowering his head, Kai let out a sigh, "you don't understand."
"What do you mean?", Jinn asked.
"Jinn, Art touched me that weekend and I only let him because I thought he was you. When I saw them in the kitchen, how Allen was being pounded over the counter, the way Art watched me, I wished…I wanted it to be me.", Kai said softly.
"…", hearing this, Jinn's laughable mood came to a complete halt, as he felt a lump in his throat, he knew exactly what Kai had meant.
Glancing up, the tears began to stream down Kai's cheeks as he saw the pale expression on Jinn's face. "Since Art saw me watching them, he knew that we had, had sex because of it. He used the fact that I was afraid to tell you and blackmailed me into going on a date with him."
Hearing the word 'date', Jinn's piercing blue eyes were wide as they quickly glanced up, and they were completely full of rage. "And you went?!", he shouted.
"I only went…I only went because he was going to call you and tell you before I could! You've been so busy; I didn't have the chance to tell you!" Kai stuttered.
"Do not put this on me! You shouldn't have waited until now to tell me all of this shit was going on!", Jinn shouted angrily.
"How could I have brought it up when you were already so stressed about visiting your mother at the time? Not to mention the fact that you had no idea that she was sick!", said Kai defending himself.
"That's a bullshit excuse!", Jinn shouted.
"It's not bullshit, Jinn! You would have found out that your mother was sick on top of everything else! It already took me weeks to muster up the courage to tell you, because it's hard to explain any-fucking-thing to you when you're like this!", Kai shouted back lowering his head as he was no longer able to look his emotional boyfriend in the eye.
"…", not saying anything at first, Jinn closed his eyes for a moment, he could see that Kai was sorry, but that didn't change the fact that he was hurt and angry about it. "Is that all?", he asked, his voice much calmer now.
"Art said that he likes me and that he want's a chance.", Kai spoke softly, sniffling as he did.
"And…and what about you, do you have feelings for him?", Jinn stuttered, his heart nearly collapsing from the fact that he even had to ask that question.
"No!", Kai said quickly as he shot up, his eyes red as he stared back at Jinn, "I only want you; I love you Jinn!", Kai said firmly.
Hearing this, Jinn turned away from Kai, falling flat on his back, "I need a minute.", he said softly.
"Jinn…", Kai pleaded.
"Please just give me some space Kai!", Jinn raised his voice. Lowering his head, Kai nodded, getting up and leaving the bedroom. Although Kai felt shunned, he simply did as he was told, Jinn was handling this the only way he knew how.
***
In the living room, an emotional and tired Kai had been sitting alone in the dark with his thoughts for hours. It was well past one o'clock in the morning and Jinn still had not come to talk to him yet. Finally standing up, Kai stretched, letting out a yawn, "I guess I'll just sleep in the guest room tonight.", he thought before he made his way to the kitchen to have some water before going to bed.
Opening the fridge, Kai began to reach for a bottle of water, when he suddenly felt a hand grab his arm. "Jinn!", Kai gasped, as he was forced to turn around.
"…", not saying anything, Jinn simply stood there and because it was dark, Kai could only see a glimpse of that unreadable poker face.
Gently sliding his hand down Kai's arm, Jinn suddenly and roughly grabbed hold of Kai's wrist. Spinning Kai around, Jinn twisted his boyfriend's arm behind his back, forcing him to submit, his arm locked behind his back as he was bent over the counter.
"Jinn…what the he…!", Kai began to yell, but he stopped as he felt Jinn press his slightly erect hard on up against his backside.
"Was it like this?", Jinn asked, as he raised his other hand and began pulling down the sweatpants that Kai was wearing.
"Jinn..", Kai whimpered a bit as Jinn started grinding his hips up against Kai's somewhat exposed backside, his arm hurt, but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't turned on a bit.
Pulling Kai's sweatpants down further and fully exposing his backside, Jinn bit his lip, as he felt himself growing even harder.
"Jinn, you don't have to…", Kai whimpered again before he stopped as he suddenly felt Jinn placing his long and thick hard member on top of his backside.
"You nearly jumped me in the shower that weekend, do you not want this?", Jinn asked, his voice deep without much emotion.
"It's not that I don't want you, you're hurting me.", Kai whimpered again as his shoulder was beginning to throb.
Releasing Kai's arm, Jinn kept him bent over the counter as he walked his long fingers up his boyfriend's spine. "Oh, I see. Then maybe it was like this?", Jinn asked as he gripped a handful of Kai's dark hair.
"Mn.", Kai sounded as he accidentally let out a moan.
"Is that a, yes?", Jinn asked as he sucked on the tip of his pointer and index fingers, soaking them heavily before swirling them around Kai's opening, mercilessly teasing him.
"Mn, yes!", Kai moaned, as he was practically begging for Jinn to put it in now. With a smirk, Jinn gripped Kai's hair even tighter in his hand and with the other, he pushed his two fingers slowly, but deep into Kai's throbbing entrance.
"Mn fuck Jinn…please…", Kai whimpered as Jinn began pushing his fingers in and out.
With his smirk turning into a grin, Jinn let out a heavy exhale before speaking, "Yes baby?", he asked.
"Put it in, put it in!", Kai urged, although his voice faltered.
"I'm sorry what? Are you telling me what to do? Who am I Kai?", Jinn responded as he began to pump his fingers in and out of Kai faster.
"Mn..mn!", Kai moaned, unable to answer as Jinn was hitting his spot.
"Answer me, who am I Kai?", Jinn asked again, his own manhood leaking he was so turned on.
"I'm sorry Daddy, please put it in Daddy!", Kai whimpered, his breathes heavy as Jinn continued pumping his entrance.
"That's more like it.", said Jinn and you could hear the grin in his tone. Pulling his fingers out of Kai, he licked them before reaching into his pocket and pulling out the small tube of lube.
Untwisting the cap off with his mouth, Jinn generously lathered his own rock-hard member before tossing it on the floor. "Are you ready for me?", Jinn asked, his voice shuttering he was so turned on.
"I'm ready Daddy, please put it in!", Kai pleaded and with the say so, Jinn placed a hand on each cheek, spreading Kai open as he squeezed himself in. "Mn shit..", Kai cursed as his boyfriend began to fill him up. Biting his lip, Jinn threw his head back, closing his eyes as he began to thrust back and forth.
"Jinn…Jinn…right there.", Kai whimpered, his breath heavy with every word he spoke.
"Right there? Right there?", Jinn asked, as he picked up speed, his hips hammering away at Kai's throbbing spot.
"Mn…mn fuck, right there!", Kai moaned loudly, his voice echoing through the dark apartment along with the clapping sound of their skin colliding, Jinn was fucking him like their lives depended on it.
"Yes baby, goddamn!", Jinn said softly as he continued to plunge deep, in and out of his boyfriend who was now moaning at the top of his lungs.
Feeling a knot swirling in his lower abdomen, Kai bit his lip although he could not stop the loud moans escaping lips. "Jinn…Jiiiiiinnnnnnn! I'm gonna cum, I'm cuming!", Kai moaned loudly, his eyes watering heavily as his own rock-hard manhood exploded onto the side of the counter in front of him.
"Mn, yes baby!", Jinn moaned through his teeth, as he was still at it.
"Mn!", Kai moaned as it felt like his innards were all tensing at the same time, tears running from his eyes as Jinn continued to pound at his backside. Feeling that Kai's legs were losing strength, Jinn slowed his speed, taking long deep strokes as the knot in his lower abdomen finally exploded into Kai.
Exhausted and breathing heavily, Jinn leaned forward, laying his body on his equally tired boyfriends back, hugging him tight although he hadn't pulled out. "Jinn, my legs.", Kai said softly, his voice lethargic.
"I know, just stay like this a little longer.", said Jinn, kissing the back of Kai's neck after he spoke.
"You don't know how sorry I am.", Kai responded, feeling as though it was something he needed to say since sex didn't necessarily mean things were fine.
"You came clean, that's all that matters.", Jinn said softly, kissing Kai once more as he squeezed him tighter.
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