章 103: A mixture of pain and pleasure

ASHER

"You don't get to decide what I should or shouldn't do," I said, my, mind and head in such turmoil, why wouldn't she just let me help her? Even if they were nothing I could do right now, I am so sure that I would fix this. I know what I am capable of, no one saw it, because they didn't want to and I had been back for what? Just eight months, and in those eight months I have fallen so hard for the woman right in front of me. All the fights, how she managed to pull reactions and emotions that I never even thought I was capable of. Then there was Sabine, I never felt such mind-shattering intensity with her, she was calm and peaceful. Easy to be with, easy to talk to but it wasn't pure undefiled passion as it was with Isabelle, first that passion was hate and now, like a flipped switch wanting to wrap my fingers around that slender neck has become a craving to kiss them so intensely the evidence of my desire blemish that pale creamy skin.