章 4: Entry 2

I'm in pain. I'm not sure how to get help and no one will believe me if I tell them what daddy's doing to me. I tried to tell mom but she told me that I'm too dramatic. He said that he's just bonding with me but I don't think this is the way to do it. When I ask the girls at school how they bond with their daddies, they say stuff like watch movies or buy ice-cream....they don't say the stuff my daddy does to me but I'm forced to believe that it's ok. I'm tired of crying about the pain everyday and my body hurts. I don't think I can do this any longer... My big sister tells me it'll end soon because the same thing happened to her but it's been months or years— I don't even know. Everything feels like one. Time stops. And I'm in pain again. I'm in tears again.