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The Cycle of Hate (Fixed)

章 1: the wild animal and the beast in human skin part I

let's talk about Jack Robinson. a young man whom never finished high school and whom had being a drug dealer. also a thief for too long that he feels invincible. but is that truth? perhaps, or it is only on his mind.

now let's focus in his life style. beating up others almost till death like a fucking animal. and does he hold back? no, the answer is simple, an animal like him has never respected others.

the weak are useless or worthless on his mind. you need to be beat up by him, or to get stronger by any means. his respect is only won by the fist.

he has forgotten how many times he has been inside a jail. because he commit a crime after another one. there is no stop. he will never learn. he has been in jail for too long that he feels in the cage more at home than out of it.

true to be told an animal like him is better in jail. but he can't be quiet for too long, he always feels this need to do something awful, like break something or someone. he smiles when he does something awful to others. that is just the way he is.

now let's talk about his family. his father is in jail for murder. he brutally slaughter twelve men by himself on a bar. they say that when he was done. he came out of the bar completely painted on red. on the blood of those he killed. he only smiled. he then knelt as he awaited for the cops. he laughed and made cruel jokes as he was taken.

he ain't going to be out any time soon. once on jail he made a name for himself. they say that he has killed so many people inside of jail. he is basically a bogeyman.

now about Jack's mother. she is a hooker that spends the days sleeping and the nights fucking random strangers. Jack has the minimal respect for her.

now Jack's siblings. the brother is eight years younger. he has spend time running behind our Jack. he is always trying to prove himself. he wants to be a tough gangster just like the brother. Jack has a weak spot for him.

Jack has told to little Samuel to keep his ass inside school. to not miss his opportunity to get in an actual good college. he tells him to get the hell out of this shit hole to somewhere nice. Jack has hopes for Samuel to become a doctor or a lawyer.

now the sister, she is a studious girl. she is always working hard to get good grades. she is now in tenth grade. so far she has only A's and B's.

back to Jack Robbins. he is about to turn twenty seven years old in two months. he wants to do something big for his boss the biggest gangster in this shitty town.

Tiziano Fierro, is the name of Jack's boss. the boss isn't local. he comes from a long lineage of Italian Mafia. the boss came to the town running from his family. apparently there was a huge war for the throne. for the succession to power.

Tiziano came with almost nothing. in a whole year he build an empire. he is now the only and biggest gangster on town. Jack has so much respect for him.

Jack has been an obedient dog ever since his boss helped him once. one time when Jack was bleeding out on the streets like a dog. he was stabbed by a friend. Tiziano took pity on him and saved his life.

now let's talk about all the things Jack has done for his boss. from beating up people to selling drugs. the things he always does are for him nothing. it is just some extra work he has been doing for a good price.

Jack has a girlfriend. she is a hooker about his age. he met her once when a client almost beat to death his mother. this girl took his mom to his house. she was so badly wounded that day.

the moment their eyes meet, they fell in love. anyone could say it was love at first sight. but his ways of loving people looks more like hate than love. of course he is against her job and he has asked her nicely to leave that job.

Jack has also offered her anything in exchange for her to be happy at his side. before it sounds romantic let's add the times he beats her for not leaving her job. and the clients he has send in coma to the hospital.

the name of this girl is, Sidney. the truth is that she loves him. she actually wants to leave that job. but she can't because she has to pay for the bills of her mother whom is in a hospital. the mother is really sick.

she doesn't want to accept money from Jack. because she believes that her mother is only her responsibility. also she is not stupid, she knows from where he gets the money he has.

at least in her job she isn't doing damage to others, just to herself. Jack has done wrong to many people. the only reason she doesn't leave him is because he is the only man she has ever meet whom doesn't wants just her body, but the whole package.

this is a dark world full of scum in shape of human. so if you are in search of a meaningful story about overcoming something you are in the wrong place, because in this world from worst it gets to a whole new level of worst.

Jack has been drinking a lot lately. the bad thing is that if he is aggressive sober. now drunk he is a different breed. lately at night he has send more than one guy to sleep with bruises and broken bones.

tonight Jack went to drink again with his friends and coworkers. while his friends were talking with girls. he was thinking about Sidney, the one and only in his mind and heart. while his friends were drinking he decide to go outside for some air.

when Jack went outside. he saw a guy around on an old Toyota with a companion. Jack didn't like nor the car nor the faces of the guys in the car. so he scream to the guys in the car.

after being ignored. Jack runs like a jaguar and he jump on the old car. in a few seconds he throw one of the guys out of the car. he started to kick him until he felt satisfaction. the driver come at him with a bat. he hits Jack in the head hard enough for him to bleed.

when Jack turns around. out of nowhere his friends came and they attack this guy. like five guys kicking a single guy, a guy with enough misfortune to be in there that night.

after they are done beating up the two of them. one of the gangsters takes the bat. he breaks the bat in the face of the driver. another guy strips liquor on top of the other one. then he drops a lit match burning the poor guy in seconds.

all of them laugh while watching him burn alive. all of them, but Jack whom felt bad for the two guys. he went back to his house.

in the way he started to think about what happen. the truth is that he punched that guy, not because the guy ignored him. but because sometimes Jack has doubts about what he is doing about this criminal life.

Jack wants to have something better to offer to Sidney, the girl of his dreams. oh poor Jack hiding his true feelings, it has been the act of his life. but after pretending for so long at some point he turned into the feral animal he pretend to be.

now that he has survived his life like this. trying to not be a wild animal is just not him anymore. it is truth that every time that he does something wrong. he goes to her and he cries on her shoulders like a lost child.

even on those times when he hits her for being with a client. even if it is for work, he crawls to her like a hurt puppy. yes in deed. with her he is a bit more open about his feelings. also with her he tries to be someone different. even if you don't believe it.

Jack has even saved some money to get the hell out of this shit hole. he will leave with her and live a peaceful life at her side. even had a family and die of old age at her side, like in those romantic tales with an ever after.

sadly this is no tale and if Jack wants to leave this shit hole. there is so much that he has to do. there are so many things on the way.

if he gets lucky his death will be lucky. but if he doesn't. then he will die slowly in the most gruesome way. that not even his parents would ever recognized him. not that they care. but for Sidney to see that, it can be traumatic.

so if Jack plans to escape from here. first he has to make sure to have enough money. secondly he has to take his siblings with him. is incredible and almost impossible to believe that even after seen people burn in front of him. he still has some heart or at least enough of it to think in his siblings.

he laughs in the way to Sidney's house. he thinks that maybe he gets lucky enough to be a painter or a rock-star.

actually since he was a child, to be a singer has been his dream. but also he has a thing for painting. it helps him to feel calm in moments of anguish. he even writes his own lyrics and his voice isn't half bad. as well his painting is good.

back to the running away plan. well he has been hiding some cash on some of his paintings that he has draw. the cash that he has is more of two million. but he wants to have more to start a new life with the people whom are important to him.

Jack's boss has gave him a few jobs after midnight. it had something to do with deserters whom had betray the boss in exchange of immunity and the protection of police officers. but those clowns didn't know that the police is working for him.

the last time was last week. that day Jack had to go to the river. he shot twice to a boy who was his brother's friend. he had gone to his house so many times, he remembers well his face full of tears and him begging for mercy. his death was sad and meaningless.

now that Jack remembers that. his hand is shaking for the fear to think that his next job might be another known face. Jack arrives at Sidney's house. he opens the door. he looks at her on the sofa. he sits next to Sidney.

Jack lays his head on Sidney's leg. he thinks of the many mistakes of his life. he looks up at the face of his girlfriend who is playing with his hair.

"do you know that I loved you?" finally he shows a human side.

"I love when you are romantic and not all jealous possessive mode."

"I can't see my girl being fuck by a dick that isn't mine, that is all babe."

Sidney puts her hand in his cheek. she smiles at him. while she keeps playing with his hair.

"but I don't do to any dick what I do to you."

Jack kisses her. he tastes the flavor of her lips. he slowly feels her tongue. he turns around. he puts his left hand in her tights. slowly his hand moves up. he moves his hand until it reaches her private parts. he touches that area slowly with care.

his right hand is in her face. she puts her left hand inside of his pants. they keep kissing each other until someone knocks on the door. Jack stands up. he goes to the door.

"I think that is the pizza, I will go get it."

Sidney goes to the kitchen. while she hears a sound and a scream. Sidney runs to the front door. she sees how Jack brutally beats up a middle age man. he stops until the man is unconscious.

"don't look at me like that. he wanted to touch you, didn't he. like all of this fuckers in this shit whole, but no. you are only mine. please don't look at me like that. I am only doing it for you, I want you to leave this place with me and live a peaceful life far away from this people. and this hell whole of a town."

Sidney runs towards Jack. she hugs him from behind. that helps him to calm down and to think things over. he looks at the man and he throw a few coins.

"take it and leave you fucking cock-less pig."

the man takes the coins. he stands up. he then runs far away from there. Jack turns around to look at Sidney.

"sorry, I did it again. I hurt your feelings without considering how painful my words can be. I am the worst I don't deserve you."

Jack kneels and cries while holding her. he squeeze his head in her stomach softly without hurting her. he stays like that for about two hours until Sidney helps him to stand up.

Sidney takes him to his room. oh, and if anyone was so curious to know, no. he doesn't live with his family. he has his own house that he rents to his boss for little money.

Jack visits his siblings every day. he spends more time with them than in his own place. but that was his way of keeping his siblings safe from any harm that can bring his job. after all he brings the product to his home. and he has many enemies.