章 182: I want to clear their misunderstandings

Ch-181 

Nathaira was tired. She can't move her little finger. She just hoped to slip away from him and have some peace. 

She doesn't know why but all she could feel was regret for whatever she did to Eleanor. She must have felt like this too. From what she heard, even Cedric forced himself on her. Doesn't that make him the same as Oliver? 

No one was good. Maybe she should disappear from here just like Jessica and have a peaceful life. She was better off leaving this country. Nathaira doesn't want to live a life like this. 

She realized one thing… Cedric always took care of her like a big brother. And she was just used to it and never wanted to lose him. Over years, this turned into her obsession. She wanted Cedric to herself and him to take care of her. Now… just the thought of having sex with Cedric makes her feel like shit.