For some days, Roland was happy that his plan was beginning to take place. He smiled to himself. But ... he felt something was amiss. Why did he feel that something was wrong? Oh right, that boy!
Somehow, he noticed there was something wrong with him. Why did he look like kinda gloomy? More like, disappointed? Listless…
(What's happening to him?) Roland thought, puzzled. Standing, he walked out of his room to the boy's room. He intended to check that boy's condition. Maybe he was sick and did not feel well. After hesitating for a few seconds whether he should come in or not, he chose the first.
He knocked on the door, there was no answer.
"Hm?" Roland knocked again until his hand ached. (Why is there still no answer? He didn't hear it? he's not in the room or… )
Roland's face changed as he thought of the worst possibility, so without thinking any further he opened the door and wanted to rush in but stopped as he witnessed something incredible played in front of his eyes.
He saw the boy stood there wearing a maid inform. The uniform he wore was different than the one he made and what those maids wore. (Where did he get it?) just as Roland wanted to call the boy, he was stunned again.
The boy spun suddenly, he played around with the dress as if he was a princess and that was his magic gown. It didn't look out of place on him although he was a boy. It strangely felt natural and beautiful.
*Deg*
Without his notice, he began to forget his earlier purpose and ended up watching the boy in awe. As if bewitched.
He stayed absentmindedly looking at the boy. It felt like dream. He might not have returned to his sense if the boy hadn't noticed his arrival. Had their eyes not meet, he might still be trapped in the illusion. Too absorbed in his own fantasy.
He finally took note of the tense expression present in Aiden. The boy's eyes widened and his pupils contracted. His face looked stiff and he stood like a statue. On the other hand, Roland also felt awkward. They all became silent.
(What's with this awkward situation?) Roland thought as he look at the completely motionless boy.
Ronald : "..."
Aiden : "..."
(what should I say in this kind of situation?) Roland glanced at the boy, he looked like he was ready to start a waterwork. (Eehhhh???!!! Hey, hey, hey, don't look at me like that! Hey…. W-why did you suddenly want to cry???) Roland was beginning to panic seeing the boy's glassy eyes wet with unshed tears.
Roland knew they couldn't stay like this any longer but he was absolutely clueless on how to salvage this awkward scene. Someone help him, waiting online, urgent!!
"Ah, hey,..." He spoke as his eyes went to look everywhere but the boy's figure. "Ha ha ha…" He laughed dryly..
"...."
"Ah, I-I just, Ah, how rude of me, I was just wondering what you were doing so… I, I knocked several times… There was no response… " He gulped unconsciously, yet Aiden was still silent.
"...."
"Ah, okay, looks like you are fine. Nothing to worry here. So I, I will close this door and… and you can continue your… business. Yeah, go ahead, go ahead, I will go." He said as he stepped backward and close the door slowly.
After he had successfully escape from that awkward moment, Roland run full speed back to his own room. He almost collapsed when he reached there.
"Oh my… What was that?" He was greatly shocked by what he just witnessed and the feeling he got when he watched that young boy dancing with maid uniform as if he was a Princess dancing under the shower of starry sky and shining moonlight.
Absentmindedly, Roland touched his chest, the residue of the feeling was still there although faint. (Really… what was that? Why do I feel this way? Why did my heart beat so fast when I look into that boy's eyes? Am I sick? Or... ) He shook his head.
"What nonsense was I thinking about." He covered his face with his palms.
(I think I'm really sick….)
…..
"AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!"
Aiden howled to the pillow he used to bury his burning face. He kept the act until he felt exhausted but the embarrassment didn't recede at all.
"Agh! Ahhhh!!! Shit shit shit! Damn! How embarrassing was that! How can… how can.. Aghh!" He spewed those words out while abusing the poor innocent pillow but the embarrassment was still stubbornly clinging to him.
(What should I do? What should I do? Roland saw me wearing a maid uniform. He saw me wearing woman clothes! He saw it!)
"HE WAS SAW IT! AGHHH!"
Aiden rolled on his bed, screaming non-stop frustratedly.
"Ugh, just kill me, just kill me already! I can't stand this humiliation!!"
Even if he said he wanted to show himself in a maid uniform to Roland, he was just bluffing. He didn't actually have the courage to do so! Even if he have it, it won't be in the near future. Not when he was still in this damn skinny body! Beside, he was just a young boy now. A young, skinny, weak boy! He needed to cultivate his body first and grew to be an enchanter so he can proudly show it in front of Roland.
At least that was what he thought. But thinking about it again… Expectation and reality were like the difference between heaven and earth!
(Hmm… I should eat more from now and also do more exercise too. I shouldn't lost to Anna! Yeah, I need to become stronger! So strong that I can even lift Roland up. More muscle! Yeah, muscles…) He thought while closing his eyes before suddenly he opened his eyes in surprise.
(Muscle? Eh wait…) He started to imagine his future body with those bulging muscles. Big, robust body full of muscle…
He stood in front of Roland, winking his eyes then princess-carried Roland.
"F*ck! I don't mean something like that!!" He cursed while he kept twitching at his own imagination. "No way! No way! That was too silly! I need to be more sexy! Sexy! Not that kind of bara ojisan! I need to be beautiful sexy young man. Beauty! Yeah, maybe with enough muscle. Lean body with compact muscle, at least I'm strong enough to help with manual labor.
"How can I seduce Roland with that kind of monstrous body? I need to be sexy! Sexy! Not robust! I prefer to be bottom! Be seductive, sexy, beautiful, whatever an uke should be and not that body full of muscle!" He was acted crazily in his own thoughts.
"Hmm… Well, it's not like I don't want to be a top but… hehehe seme is also okay." Aiden imagined himself pushing Roland down the bed. But just as he imagined himself as a top, that outrageous image of him popped up again!!! Ruined his heavenly daydreaming!
"Fuck! What's wrong with you my own head! Why do you have to against me?!!! Stop popping that ugly image inside my lovely daydream! Agghhh!!!
Even if I become a seme, I don't want to have that kind of bearish body! What I want is that handsome prince charming type!!" Aiden proceed to roll on his bed to make the image disappear.
…..
Editor : My eeyyeeesss!!! Now I remember that one manga of a baby faced, shota guy with super muscly body!! The gap is too big ah, too big!
Author : I'm so sorry guys for not give you some updates before. There was too many to handle in our hands. Both me and editor busy with our IRL work also our main story (RToF). But here my new chap for u!
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(Updated 15/9/2018)
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