章 32: Reason why I've been gone

First off, I wanted to apologize for being gone for so long. I've been incredibly busy with life as I've been working tons of jobs to support myself. After all, I'm a minimum wage worker in a country where the minimum wage is cheap as fuck. Also, I've spent the entire month in the hospital since one of my family members unfortunately had a heart attack and had to undergo procedure to remove blood clotting in the brain. I've also been unable to spend time to relax, hell it's been a couple of months since I've played a game and shit. Haven't read any novels, haven't read any manga and manhwas. I've been living a shitty life for the past year and I hope you understand that I can't even spare the time to do my hobby, which is writing. I've had many plans to just drop this novel and make a new one, but something just stops me from dropping this shit. Though I don't think I can write for now, probably in some unknown future I can. I sure do hope you stay along the journey of my shitty novel and upload schedule. My life has been fucked for a while and I don't want to spread negativity, but fuck man, I'm tired af. I'm gonna put this on hiatus till I get some free time and collect myself. Fuck, this Christmas and New Year couldn't have been more depressing, the fact that I had to spend my time shittily staying in the hospital. Fuck, it's 2023 tomorrow and shit is exhausting. Though, I have a question, do you think that I should just make a new one instead of trying to fix this shitty novel?