Prepone???
Was it already fixed?
And I wasn't told about it?
What the heck is going on?!!
"Prepone it?" I yelled. Well enough for the man, on the the other side of the phone, to hear it properly.
Yup, I'm dead.
Abbu looked at me as if I told him I had a nuclear bomb in my bag and widened his eyes...again!
Probably like the third or fourth time in the last 15 minutes.
He continued to talk on the phone and after hung up. He came close to me and slapped me right through my face.
I was not able to believe that my own father was hitting me because I didn't want to marry the man he wanted me to.
I looked up and before I knew I felt another slap.
Harder than before...
I could feel the tears rolling down my face! I quickly wiped them and looked at Abbu. He got even more furious after seeing me not getting scared of him anymore. He raised his hand again to slap me but then Ammi came in between and stopped him.
"What are doing?!" she yelled.
"She is your daughter! Your own blood!"
"Then I am ashamed of that fact! Because she is a piece of trash!" he yelled on top of his lungs. I'm sure my neighbors would probably have heard a few things!
I didn't want to cause any more trouble so I quickly ran in my room and shut the door with a loud noise. I could hear my father's voice but it was all blur and so was my eye sight! I dug my face in the pillow and started crying like a baby.
WHY????
Was the only thing I was thinking!
WHY ME?
WHY ME?
WHY ME?
A pain in my chest started appearing, the pain of my father's rage, the pain of my mothers tears, the pain of my marriage!
Everything that ever happen since yesterday blocked my vision.
I was the reason of this nuisance, the reason of this SHIT! I am the only on who can fix it and I have to!
I got up, kept my pillow which was soaked with tears aside and wiped my tears.
I have to fix this, no mater what!
I went downstairs, I could still hear my father yelling.
"I will.."
I hesitated to say THAT word....the freckin' word!
I took a deep breath and that harsh word which I know was going to change my life forever but I can't risk my parents respect, no matter what!
"I will marry the guy you chose for me....but on a condition!" I yelled and grabbed my fathers attention.
Ammi looked at me, shocked at my decision. Believe me, I am too.
"My studies will not be affected from this marriage!"I stood straight as a line in front of Abba.
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