"Ahhhhh, baby yyyyyyy." Carie almost pounced on me, I guess she had to calm down cause of my baby bump, but that didn't stop the endless kisses on my face. You might be wondering how we got to this, well.......
I got up like everyother mornings with mum and Grandma leaving the mansion so early for their shopping. Like who goes out this early for shopping? It's obvious they both went out to have fun since they literally slept together last night, nobody knows what both women are plotting now.
It's been less than twenty four hours since they met each other and their true nature is already displaying. Usually in a family, it's always the Dad and children who disturbs, but I think in my family, it's my mum and Grandma. They're basically the same people who has found each other.
I never knew mum had quite the social life, guess life didn't give me much time to get to know her for who she is, and not my imaginations or childhood memories. I think of why I'm not as social as she is and then I look at my Dad......
Alright, I stepped out of my room to the lounge in a PJ, "Have you seen you mother Hazel." I heard dad's voice from behind and I met his gaze. "Good morning Dad, I think they went out for shopping." He nodded at my words. "Good morning." Walking away... He paused like he forgot something and met my gaze, "Least I forget, the Dior's are coming over for your welcome party and also the marraige introduction." He stated.
I really didn't think about the marriage Introduction which I'm definitely not going to get married to Falcon. He might be a nice guy, but I really don't see him that way. I knew I had to correct my mistake, I was so shocked to speak up previously that I had let them take this marraige decision for me.
I don't want to get married to anyone yet, I haven't even been divorced yet.
"About that Dad, I don't want to get married to Falcon. I don't think I'm ready to get married yet." "You don't have a choice love, your divorce papers is being processed in court, it should be ready by noon and sent to Alex you've got nothing to worry about." "Isn't my signature needed in that document?" "No that's not necessary." He walked away.
He really did walk away, was Dad forcing me to get married to Falcon? "Hazel." Genevieve stepped in immediately, just at the middle of an important thought. Dad was sending the divorce papers to Alex, why do I feel like everything's being rushed all of a sudden.
We all agreed that only after my visit to New York will the marriage arrangements begin, so why was it being done here? Immediately after the party?
"You're not dressed?"
"I'm I supposed to get dressed?" I let out a sigh for her to chuckled lightly. "Yes you are, we agreed on going out for shopping today for your party." I rolled my eyes at her words. Like I wanted to go for shopping.
"Don't tell me Grandma said nothing to you?" "Was she meant to say anything?" I meat her gaze. Going out for shopping for tomorrow's event was the least of my problems now, finally getting a divorce with Alex was all that was on my mind.
I couldn't explain my feelings, but I knew I felt terrible inside. What if Alex signs the contract? It totally means we're over finally. But isn't that what I wanted? I wanted us to get a divorce so badly right?
I realized as the day goes by, that my grudge and hatred for him subsides in each seconds and my heart is filled with something else. I wanted to forgive Alex, no, I've forgiven Alex but something in me gets angry for making such decision. I want to be with him, but then I don't want to.
I prayed for the first time in my life for Alex to be so crazy again just this one's when it comes to signing the contract. He should just ignore it or send it back to us, that way I'd know he didn't sign it. I was scared, I didn't want a divorce. I still loved Alex and was not ready to leave him for another.
I stepped out of my room in a loosed blue dress, and of course a winter coat cause of the cold outside. It's winter's season, and I have to be prepared for whatever. I've noticed some recent contractions with the babies and I hope it won't happen while I'm out with Genevieve since I don't trust her yet.
"You look gorgeous, come on, let's bounce". She said and we stepped out of the mansion into the car at the entrance of the mansion. Dad and I have some unfinished business to talk about, but that would be when I get back.
We arrived at a restaurant first for breakfast, before heading to a boutique. It's a french boutique, where we found the right dress for my party tomorrow. I might not like Genevieve, but she actually do have a good fashion taste. Obviously not better than I and Carie.
"There's a new restaurant along the road side at the left turn, they just opened last week and that place is like the new hotest place in the country. Let's go chill in there!" Genevieve suggested sweetly that I couldn't reject it.
We've been shopping since morning and I feel really exhausted and hungry. We arrived at the restaurant, "Welcome to Basangin ma'am's." The waiter welcomed is in.
It's an open air restaurant basically for sea food since it's located close to the river and everything at the menu speaks of sea food. We got to the counter to make reservations and order our food before heading to our sit.
Right now I wish I wasn't pregnant, even if I feel so blessed having these three wonderful babies growing in me, I still wanted my old free life back.
On getting to our table, "Hazel." I heard a farmiliar voice and I met her gaze astonished, "Baby....?" "Ahhhhh, baby yyyyyyy." Carie almost pounced on me, I guess she had to calm down cause of my baby bump, but that didn't stop the endless kisses on my face.
We caused a scene at the restaurant, making everyone stare at us suspiciously. We even cried our usual cry embarrassing ourselves without a care. I've missed my baby, that I didn't care what our reunion would be like.
We both headed out of the restaurant after eating, just I and Carie cause Genevieve had to head back home after our little outburst. "Where are we headed to?" I asked. "Oh, Lukas wanted to give something to me, after that we can take you home." She said briefly.
It was wierd we both didn't talk about my pregnancy, maybe she just wanted to avoid any conversation that has to do with Alex.
We arrived at an organization, and stepped out of the car. It's been so long so I wanted to see Lukas too, little did I know I would see who I saw stepping out of the building with Lukas. Alex didn't spare me a glance, he acted like no one was there as he got into his car.
"Hazel, you're here Hazel!" Lukas pulled me in softly for a hug, as he wrapped his arms around me. "Alex's not feeling okay, don't feel bad." He smiled as he let me go handing a file over to Carie as they kissed and hugged each other before leaving.
Was it that obvious that I was hurt by his actions?"