章 14: Only if

I wish I could understand her feelings. Today understand that her life was hardly more than me. I feel very sad for her very much. I feel like helping her. Every day she used to work hard for her family. I am so proud of her that I found that kind of girl in my life to understand her life. She's being good for the teacher's and for me also. I don't know how she would be feeling now that her father pass away. I wish I could know her feelings. And there nobody to help her in studies. Before her father used to help her but now I don't know how she will be studying. I wish that her future life will be good. I know that she still loves,and I too love her but if we are in a relationship again then she will not be able to study.26 January 2019 on messenger we talk together. I was Little shocked but I felt very much that she talk to me. I am glad happy that she is studying hard this time. While Valentine's day is near I am thinking that I will give her a gift or not.