章 1: Start of my story (Prologue)
Maybe, having that hamburger with her wasn't that great of an idea, maybe if we didn't go there, I wouldn't have gotten involved in that fight and be in this state right now, but I just couldn't leave her like that, never in that kind of situation. But, if I have to blame someone, I couldn't blame anyone but myself, after all, I brought this on myself!.
It's been a couple of minutes since I've had been left in this state. I wonder if someone would notice me like this, but I just really hope she got to Damian's house safely. I guess Damian's got to depend on her from now on, she's a good girl, much better than me at least. Now that she has some friends to hang out with and rely on, she will be okay. I mean, she never needed me at all. I guess that's the reason I'm like this right now. Had I been just a little bit like her, this situation might never happened....
The moment my thoughts got there, I could only chuckle. With a little smile on my face, contrasting the extreme pain I'm feeling right now product of the beating I just got, I resumed my thoughts.
There's no meaning for me to keep thinking of the "What ifs" of this situation, it will be better like this.... Damian will be more relaxed without having to constantly scold me about everything.
Yeah, it's definitely better this way....
Like this, my eyelids were becoming heavier and my breath slower with each passing second...
Glistening tears were slowly falling of my cheeks....
I just, don't want to die yet, I wanted to accomplish her dream, which is also mine...
I wanted to sing with her one more time....
I wanted to be like them, they were truly my idols, being a little bit like them was always my goal. I just needed more time.
I definitely have a lot of regrets...
Slowly, I was losing all sensitivity in my body. If some minutes ago I could still feel blood flowing from the wounds on my back, now, I couldn't even move my toes.
I started coughing, spitting out some blood that I still had on my mouth.
Sorry Eimi, it seems I will dissapoint you one more time, I couldn't take care of you until your marriage,
I'm sorry!
I won't be able of keeping you company on your way to school, I'm sorry for not being capable of cheering you on your audition, not going to your first concert, your first time on TV, your first boyfriend, not seeing you making a family. I really hope you can do all of the things I was not capable of.
Eimi, thank you for calling me your Oppa, thank you for laughing to all of my jokes, even the silly ones.
Without noticing, my lips were trembling, while tears were now flowing like a river. Now, my sight was slowly getting blacker. The previously vivid golden eyes were closing, maybe forever.
The blonde hair was now covered in mud courtesy of the rain that was pouring down a couple of hours ago. This way, I expressed my utmost desire at this moment, before slowly closing my eyes...
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DIE YET!!
The final moments before losing my consciousness, I could hear a cute voice speak...
—Mommy, What's he doing in the floor? Can I do it too?
Maybe, my time to die hasn't come.
-------------------------Author Thoughts---------------------
I tried not to write so much, but I surpassed the limit, so for this time, I'll put this here.
Well, Quantum fracture over here, this is the first time I'm writing something like this. So, truthfully, I've been at most, around a year into KPOP or Korean culture in general, but I've really been enjoying it ever since then. As you may have noticed, English is not my first language, so I expect a lot of errors in every chapter I write, but I hope I can get better with time. I've been thinking a lot about what type of story I wanto to write, and I've come to the coclusion that I want to satisfy myself, so, expect a lot of Ships, I do enjoy a good Harem story but this one will not be one, but there will be romance in it. I don't really know how many chapters per week I'll write because I'm a University student in my last semester, but I really want to finish that's been in my mind for some months. There will be controversies, I'm not perfect and neither is the MC, but I hope at least one reader stays with me until the end.
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