章 6: Chapter 6
I open my eyes to find myself laying on his bed, but he is no where to be seen, so I got up and walk out. He was sitting on the couch drinking something while scrolling through his phone. I walked to him and asked him why he didn't take me home.
"You were sleeping and i didn't want to wake you up so i just put you on my bed"
"Okay but where did you sleep?"
"I slept next to you, but i promise you nothing
bad happened"
Okay so now i feel embarrassed and mad! I could have slept on the couch, i have no problem with that but looks like he didn't care. But anyways, i didn't have classes until 10:30am and it was just 8am so i wasn't in a hurry.
I didn't know how to feel about sleeping with a boy, even though we didn't do anything, i still felt guilty for it. I sat next to him without saying anything and he just looked at me concerned.
"Are you ok?" he asked
"Yeah, i just feel confused"
"Why?"
"Nothing, just forget about it"
"alright"
I was still tired so i just wanted to sleep, i didn't want to go back to his room so i just sat there with a sleepy face. He asked me if i wanted to sleep some more and without skipping a beat i said yes. He offered me to sleep on his bed a bit longer but i just didn't find it comfy, i also didn't want to go home. I ended up asking something i never thought i would ask him.
"Can i sleep next to you?" i said. No! those words just slipped out of my mouth! i didn't mean it!
"Sure, come here" he answered as he patted his chest as if he was calling a puppy. I mean i had already asked, and he didn't seem to show any emotions so i just crawled to him and put my head on his chest. He gently stroked my hair as if he was handling a baby, it felt so relaxing i wanted more.
"d-don't stop" i muttered.
"ok tiny" he said while giggling.
As i was falling unconscious I felt his arms wrap around me, i couldn't do anything so I just let it be. I could hear his heartbeat and it was as calm as ever, he didn't have even the slightest feeling of embarrassment in him. Its like he was used to this but how? His parents didn't let him have friends so he was lonely.
I didn't remember anything as i fell asleep, just his warm touch. I cuddled up with him and fell asleep.
I rubbed my eyes when i woke up, now i felt like i had a good rest. James was sleeping and i was on top of him so i slowly tried to get up but that didn't work, he had his arm around my waist so moving wasn't an option. I checked my phone and it was 9:45am, i still had time to get ready for classes. I had never been this close to a boy before, usually if a girl was this close to a boy she barely knew then she would be worried, but me? i had this feeling of safety and assurance that i was safe and that nothing bad could happen to me.
I wondered, what can i do to wake him up without being a bother? i couldn't move so that meant i couldn't get up, i needed a way to wake him up. i brushed my fingers on his face but nothing happened, i tried pinching his nose but that didn't wotk either, i even tried tickling him but he was dead as a rock. I called out his name to see if that would work but it didn't. Suddenly he hugged me and cornered me on the couch, he was really close to me and thats when i started to panic.
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