It's been a week since I caught Donald with another lady, he never called since then and I was glad he didn't . I didn't wanna see his annoying face or hear his godd*mned voice .
I was even more annoyed because Mom told me earlier that his family were coming over for dinner . So now I have to prepare to see his annoying self.
Why me!!!
I groaned as I dragged myself to the shower to have my bath .
After having showered I sat in front of my mirror and applied lotion to my body, then I decided to wear a dress and look nice , not that I wanted to though, I was going to tell Donald that I was done with whatever we had . I knew he wouldn't care and so do I , I just wanted to get this over with and be free of this stress called "Bethrothement " .
Right from the start I never wanted my life to be controlled but what do I expect , I have strict and disciplinary parents. All my actions, looks and basically thoughts were thoroughly under strict scrutiny.
I went downstairs after dressing up , I had put on an ox-blood flay hand straight cut dress.
On getting downstairs I realized that his family were already here, I put up a fake smile and greeted them . I didn't spare Donald a glance even though I could see him staring from the corner of my eyes .
Dinner was pretty much quiet, the only sounds heard was that of cutleries as everyone one was eating . After the dinner they got talking while feasting on dessert . I had already lost my appetite after having to sit beside Donald for half an hour.
I excused myself and left the dining , I strode to the poolside and stared quietly. I heard footsteps behind me and i turned to see a guilty looking Donald staring at me.
What are you doing here?
"I came to talk"
Oh you suddenly wanna talk after two weeks , forget it I'm leaving
" I have a suggestion ,just hear me out"
Merely looking at your face sickens me. so no
" Let's continue"
As he said that I halted and turned to stare at him
What?
" Let's continue courting "
Are you hearing yourself right now?
" Yes Eva , I'm hearing myself perfectly well"
I'm going to tell them
I said not looking at him
" You can't be serious Eva , it was just kissing , nothing more, nothing less"
Do you think I care about that?!
" Then let's break-up and keep the title"
No, I want to end this and I want you to stay away from me .
"You know that's not possible Eva, we're meant to be , why should you let something as small as this end us completely?"
Something as small as that?? You freaking made out with someone behind my back and I don't even know how many times that happened!! Something small huh??
"Fine! have your way but let's keep the title"
Why should I listen to you?
" Because if my father finds out he'll strip me of my power and job "
Oh so in the end , my not saying anything would only benefit you right?
" Eva come on don't be like this , You know I lov..."
Oh cut the crap Donald !! and stop lying to my face you jerk! you don't love me , you never did , I was only useful to you because I'm the reason you have control over the company . If i end us you'll loose your job ! and guess what? I don't freaking care Donald , I'm going in there and I'm telling them all about what you did and have been doing , that you are a pretender, a cheat and a stinking liar !!
" No you're not!!!"
I flinched as he said that , his face turned cold and I felt chills all over my body .
" And you're right, I don't love you ,I never did , I was using you as a bargaining chip . You're not my type Eva! It's already sickening that I've spent three years in this damned relationship and I'm done with it as much as you are. I love Kim she's the type of lady I like , she's considerate , well behaved and respectful and not like somebody I know who is conceited , Proud and thinks that everything should be about her and her only !!
As much as I wouldn't admit it , his words stung it hurt me , I can't believe that I fell for a wolf in sheep's clothing like him, no he's worse probably a Shark in a Manatee's clothing . I wasn't gonna show him my pain I smiled and said to him
Then I guess we're done
" We're keeping the title "
O wanted to say something but he turned and left. I sighed , I didn't want to keep any title , I wanted to be free and live my life freely.
At least it's no longer a " relationship" , I smiled happily and twirled around in Joy ,I wasn't going to see his ugly face often anymore .
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