章 136: February 14, 2021: Odd

As of the moment, it was all on Syn's hands. 

It wouldn't be an understatement to say that Syn had thought of breaking the contract with Konrad. Without taking into account the repercussions of such brashness, she hoped to go back to a time when she had nothing to do with him. 

No, it went beyond that. 

In the brief window that she had imagined what life would be like for her if she reincarnated with the knowledge that she had now, Syn felt nothing but bliss that she had yet to encounter. It was intoxicating. It made her yearn for something that had no possibility of happening. 

For her to have these kinds of thoughts was astonishing in itself. She had been living her life without believing that the hand of miracle would lovingly pat her on the head. She preferred being realistic, taking on the challenge of the masochistic life that she was living in. To prove that, one ought to observe how she conducted herself in the face of predicaments.