I watched Oscar and Chuck fight closely. Maybe I could learn a few things. I needed to know how to defend myself well if whoever was writing notes to me was planning on doing something. I would be very unfortunate if they did something in the state I'm in now. I looked down at my leg and sighed. When something that is so normal is taken away from you, it suddenly becomes something you want to be able to do again with more despiration than when you were able to do it with out thinking. In my case, it's walking. Something that mostly anyone can do. I guess the saying, "you don't really know what you have until you lose it," is true.