章 12: C12

Marie's pov.

Saying the word I had long thought of how to present it finally came down from my mind making me feel totally relieved.

She didn't speak at first but I had curious glances which made me feel totally uneasy.

"Come on in" she finally says, her gaze still fixed on me which makes me feel somewhat restless, it's making zero sense to ms and I can't really speak knowing I had walked up here mustering all the Courage I had left in m to be here, I simply can't turn around now, at the very least I need to get an answer to be it a yes or a no.

"have your seat," she says to me and I can't help but sigh, knowing well she is probably about to give me some people talk on keeping the baby and asking about the father,

I know how this goes down and do not see it going down well in any manner, it's probably from one problem to another and I see no reason as to the whole pep talk when I had creaky told her my intentions of coming here in the very first place.

"May I know what your reason for this is though?" she asks, causing me to swallow hard. I had not really put much thought into why I wanted nothing to do with having a pup.

However what I mostly know is that I want nothing to do with having a child, thinking now I don't think the problem is anything else but me, I solely stand against it.

"I just do not want anything related to parenthood. I don't think I'm ready" I say to her with all honesty.

"you can't just turn your back on your baby all because you are not ready, no one is ever ready but it happens and we all accept it" she responds making me realise she ain't the type to help me with an abortion.

"And the father? Where is he? From this pack or another?" she asks me, causing me to swallow hard leaving me restless.

"It doesn't matter he can't be here anyways and even if he is I am nothing but a mere omega I don't think he wants to be with either the child or me" I replied to her words once or with all sincerity.

"I think you are making a wrong choice, I suppose he doesn't know about it yet?" she asks what sounded like my mother would have if she had not died.

"he doesn't know about it, I do not think he needs to know about it either, it's simple he would want nothing to do with it, who would believe a girl he had a one-night stand with?" I ask her, her face calls as well,

I'm guessing she is quick to grasp the situation real quick as well.

"I think you understand all that happens, I do not want to be with anyone who would not care about me neither do I think forcing a child on a stranger or in any manner right, it's much easier if the whole obstacle is cleared all at once "

She sighs and gives me a long lol, this time I don't cower away or any our, I keep my gaze fixed on her as well, I'm probably not the first person to come to. her seeking an abortion,

I see no reason why I should be on my ties around her, besides she seems nice enough and now I had finally told her everything surrounding my pregnancy. I'm sure she can understand my predicaments.

" I would still advise you to let him know before making any rash decision, and as for me Miss Marie the only help I'm willing to pass down to you is to have you registered with any of the expecting mothers, anything

Apart from that, it should not be expected from me as it goes against my morals, it does against my etiquette and I can't do such things as I had devoted my entire life to being a doctor and saving is what I do not take.

"I guess that will be my cue to leave this instant," I say while pushing the chairs aside slowly.

I do not have as much as a single idea on what to do, I can't run off to other packs just because any lack fixture refuses to help me,

She had placed just about too much pressure on me and I can't help but think u really should tell him about it but I don't think I can face rejection twice.

I had been rejected the very first time by her and now again here she this making decisions that I'm very sure would lead to the exact same thing,

I just can't help it, no one should know about this. I'll find another means if she refuses to help.

I stand slowly from the chair with the same energy I had used to walk in earlier, I brace myself as I Stomp hard on the floor.

My head raises high, my shoulder straightened and my back as well. I can't go around having people look at me indifferently and have no choice but to hide it for as long as I can and lagging behind would not cut it.

"Thanks for your time," I say one last time before walking out of her office and shutting the door behind me.

I have such relief mixed with that pain, I had hoped to get rid of it and harbour zero emotions but this is what ends up happening. Why would anyone like me for things I didn't do?

"I can see You have visited her pack doctor," Sarah says as she talks closer to me, I just can't believe how I managed to clash with someone kike her at this so it at this moment.

"What were the results, fever or something else? And I assure you dare not tell a lie, the doctor's office is right here"

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