章 20: Chapter 20- Guilt and regret?
Kaede had always been a loving daughter to her mother and a caring sister to her brother.
Despite being adopted, she had always regarded Ryouya as her own. Someone she needs to look after and a person she needs to pour all her love into.
She wasn't ashamed of the fact that her perception and intention toward Ryouya didn't only remain in the spectrum of just siblings. She desired to be one with him...to be loved by him...to belong to him.
She never tried telling her feelings to anyone, already aware of how people would see her emotions. She didn't need to explain anything to the world. She loved her brother and until he could accept her, she would remain happy for the rest of her life.
She believed that one day Ryouya would also fall for her and would see her not just as a sister but as a woman as well.
...however, she didn't envision, that day to come this soon.
"Ugh..." Groaning faintly under her breath, Kaede got up from the bed leaving her hair to fall down the shoulder, creating a veil between her and the person who was still sleeping beside her.
"Last night..." Seeing the red marks spread all over her shoulder, breasts, and belly, Kaede discerned that last night wasn't just a wet dream of hers.
Turning her head toward Ryouya, she found him still sleeping soundly with a soft smile spread on his lips.
Kaede felt complicated seeing him.
"Haah...so it happened..." Hanging her legs down on the bed, she couldn't help muttering as she thought about the incident that occurred last night.
For some reason, she was forcibly sexually assaulted by her brother and was involved with him in carnal activities for a continuous period of two hours before both of them fell asleep.
She still faintly remembered his face last night, which resembled nothing like his general self...it was like something had taken over Ryouya's body and was making him do all those things.
...yet she somehow knew that behind that evil mask, Ryouya was still there. Despite being rough, he never hurt her nor did he use her like a toy which he surely could have, given his usual strength.
Those glittering red eyes held a...
'Wait, red eyes?!'
Suddenly she realized that something was completely out of place yesterday except for his behavior. And that was his blood-red eyes which were glimmering with the emotion of nothing but hunger.
'How is that possible...' For a moment Kaede wasn't able to believe her memories since those eyes weren't just red, they were glowing slightly as well.
"Mmm..." Suddenly, her daze was broken as she felt the sheets rustling and the person beside her waking from his slumber with a thin groan.
Kaede turned herself to look at Ryouya...only to find his shocked gaze transfixed at her. The marks of love bites and scratches Kaede left on his collar and arms were still vivid making her feel a little embarrassed.
She saw his expression shifting from shock to realization and finally settling on resignation as he spoke in an uncertain tone, "You remember everything, right?"
Kaede had no intention of pretending to be ignorant about what happened between them, last night so she stiffly nodded to his query.
"But what was that, Ryo? Why your eyes were like that last night?" Hearing her query, his body jerked before he looked at her with his eyes upturned.
Taking a deep breath he allowed his gaze to fall back on the bed, before he relayed his uncertain thoughts, "Something has happened to me...which forced me to act on my impulse."
Truth be told, it sounded like a lame excuse but Kaede didn't dwell on it and presented another question based on his words, "You said impulse...but does it mean you just needed someone to vent your frustration, or was it necessarily needed to be me?"
Ryouya shot his eyes in her direction with a flustered expression, not sure whether he heard her correctly or not but when he saw the doubtful and slightly worried look on her face, he knew she wasn't just teasing her.
'Okay, I need to somehow handle this or she might never look at me again...'
Ryouya had a lot to reflect upon but first, he wanted to assure the girl in front of him, "Nee-san...I am physically attracted to you that's why I attacked you last night. If not for you I might never have taken that step."
He didn't know whether the later part was true or not but the first half was entirely the truth. He was attracted to her body and he guessed Kaede was also aware of it without him announcing it.
He didn't know whether telling her this would help in this situation or not but he just hoped that she doesn't fall apart because of his action...a hope which was just hanging by a thin thread.
"...and are you prepared to take responsibility for your actions." Ryouya had no issue nodding his head.
While it was true that she wouldn't get pregnant as per what the Guide said but still from her perspective there were chances of her getting knocked up.
"Then five things...since you unload your thing inside me, five times, I would ask you to do five things which you cannot reject, alright?"
Surprised by her sudden cheerful aura, Ryouya couldn't help parting his lips in exclamation as he saw her aquamarine eyes shining like a vast sea under the reflection of the sun.
Kaede didn't wait there before she wrapped the blanket around her body and left his room.
Ryouya wasn't able to move for a while and when he came back to his senses, he found himself laughing...
***
It was around nine in the morning. There was no school today so Ryouya told his mother that he would only have a brunch.
Now left alone in his room, Ryouya had a very important matter to discuss with his System.
"Before anything, tell me what happened to me yesterday and why Kaede seemed so...different?"
It wasn't that Ryouya didn't like this change but if Kaede's behavior had been influenced because of some supernatural reasons...
He hoped that the burden of his guilt wouldn't escalate any further from here on.
He just couldn't bear to even remember last night and how he practically raped his sister.
[First of all, calm down. While it's true that you forced yourself on her, she wasn't too reluctant from the prospectus as well. Rather, sh-]
"Don't fucking screw with me by saying that the act was consensual! I fucking raped her!"
Ryouya was not running away from his criminality despite whatever the situation presented. Kaede indeed tried to push him away initially which showed enough signs of her reluctance to sleep with him.
There was a brief silence from the other end before another text appeared in the blue box,
[...do you remember the thing she kept on repeating when you were doing it with her?]
Despite being hazy, Ryouya indeed had a recollection of yesterday night's event and how the situation unfolded.
He didn't have any control over his lust but he tried his best to not hurt in any manner which shows how ridiculous his body and mind has turned after this weird awakening.
After taking a pause and thinking deeply, Ryouya replied, "She told me to promise her...that I won't regret my actions.."
[Exactly and you know when a woman would tell her 'rapist' that they shouldn't regret forcing themselves on the victim?]
Ryouya stayed silent despite knowing the answer already which ushered the system to fill in the blank.
[It's because she also is interested in you, Ryouya. Believe it or not.]
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A/N:- It's getting complicated and I won't justify the act which was practically ra*e. Remember this is fiction and something that shouldn't be imitated.
And about the story, then don't worry, things won't go into a depression phase or anything. Our MC needs to power up soon or he will get folded in no time.
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