章 162: Big Sister Ruyan Takes Me to the Pleasure House

"Kill me?" The words escape in a sigh, floating upwards as I tilt my head to meet the expanse of the blue sky—a limitless canvas smeared with strokes of cottony clouds. I feel the sun's embrace, a gentle kiss on the skin that contrasts sharply with the tempest within. Deep inside, a weariness has taken root, the kind that comes from a life overshadowed by violence. Each threat, each whisper of death intended for me, stirs the beast of fury shackled in the depths of my being. It roars, hungry for release, claws scraping against the confines of my self-control.

The world around me seems to pause, the gentle rustle of leaves and distant bird calls fading into a hushed reverence as I grapple with the storm inside. The rage is an unwelcome specter, haunting the hollows of my heart, and yet it's a battle I must fight alone.

🕊️[Rage is a monster that I can easily cleanse for you if you release it to Me—ask, and I shall replace it with My light and love.]🕊️