Sebastian knew he could never wish for her love. But her words... it was as if if it happened in a different way, then they would've...
No.
What made him like this was Magnus Edenborn's death. If it happened differently, she would marry the love of her life, Magnus, and he... As much as deep down, he also wanted it to happen differently; no matter what, they could only be together like this in this specific way.
Magnus Edenborn would have to die for her to be his. And no matter how much Sebastian regretted it, he would still fall into the pit this woman created specifically for him.
Love.
Even if she was Magnus' love. Even if she loved Magnus with all of her existence. This was the only timeline they could be together.
"Mh!"
Aaah.
When was the last time Sebastian let someone else touch his body like this? Never. Letting a woman lubricate his dick with her saliva, then twisting and rubbing it with the movement of her wrist, was something he had never done before.