章 12: Chapter 12

It was so odd. That's just not me. I don't do that stuff.

Most of the guys I've been with are either yacht club types from Ivy league schools, or the hurried embraces that happen when you're training for advanced law enforcement certifications. Long nights of study coupled with back breaking physical training doesn't leave much room for hot sex.

The yacht club guys never lasted. And the other guys sometimes couldn't even get started. Most of them never got past saying something like, "You're so beautiful," before they popped off.

Condom in the trash. Back to your studies, young lady.

Not that it wasbad. Some of them were pretty good, weren't they? Okay,adequatemaybe.

That image of Fabien and I having sex keeps coming back. It's like when I try not to think of it, it just springs back into my head. It's like when someone says,Try not to think of a pink elephant. All you can do is think of pink elephants after that.