章 18: Chapter 18
You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless.
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An ominous boom startled me out of my
abysmal nightmare. My cheeks were wet and my body was bathed in a cold sweat. The sheets were twisted around my limbs, probably because I was thrashing in my sleep.
My heart pounded against my chest. I trembled. The room was entirely dark. No light anywhere. The remnants of my nightmare still clung to my mind, haunting me. I had no trouble imagining him touching me. I let out a frightened cry and buried my face into my pillow. Even my breaths trembled.
I hated having those nightmares cause it scares me a lot. I quickly checked my time and I guess I was gonna be late for class.
I stripped out of my clothes and I jumped into the shower and I almost fell on my ass and knock my head off. That sounds so terrible.
After drying my body I nibble towards my closest and finally laid my hands on a kimono, which was black and white. I decided to leave my hair down in curls.
The time was saying 8:30 am while my stupid head was telling me to slow down to eat some breakfast since my stomach won't stop grunting and I needed to eat that breakfast so badly but the time was telling me otherwise.
I walked into my literature class, hoping I won't be noticed but guess what? I'm not a ghost so I was caught by Mr. Frankie who was staring at me like....like a... I don't even know what to call him. Pervert!.
"Why are you one minute late for my class?"
"Nothing"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me"
And all the class made some noise to annoy the crap out of the fool. "She just dished the teacher" one of the students I don't even recognize spill out. And the rest where like"hahahahaha" and I was like "what the hell is going on, I haven't said too much".
" see me after this class," he said with no emotion written on his face.
Some students were murmuring at my back saying shit like"I heard she is sleeping with Mr. Frankie that's why she has the nerve to speak to him like that".
I turned my face to see who those bitches were referring too. It was obvious that it was me.
"Say one more word and I won't hesitate to cut off your tongue," I said with venom dripping from each word."If you don't like me, take a car, drive to hell. Have a nice trip."
They both look at me like an idiot and I smiled at their stupidity.
The class was over and I was trapped with him.
"Sit down," he said coldly.
And I sat down obediently like a lamb that is about to be slaughtered.
"I know you're finding this difficult but at least show me some respect"
"How did I disrespect you? Standing up for myself doesn't sound like I'm disrespecting you". I got interrupted by the door.
I turned to see who it was and it was Bradley.
" Can I talk to you?" he asked with so much anger in his voice.
"What the fuck is going on with you?"
"So they were right about you two"
"What the fuck are you talking about? Are you insane?".
I quickly stood up to push him out of the class before he causes any trouble.
" What's wrong with you?"
"Everything is possibly wrong" he brought out his a phone and showed me a pic of me and Mr. Frankie."Explain this"
I was so angry and hot-tempered he actually thought I was screwing my teacher?
"So you think I'm..." I said as he interrupted me again.
"Is that why you rejected me? Because of this idiot? I should have known this was coming."
"Bradley, what the hell are you talking about?"
"Are you sleeping with him?"
"What the fuck! So you think I'm actually sleeping with him?"
"Then what were you doing at the club with him?"
"It's none of your business, Bradley"
"Wow! I can't believe this is actually happening"
"Believe whatever you want it my life, not yours!"
"I should have believed all that they said to me about you, that you're a cheap slut, damn!".
" A slut? Really?In actuality, do you believe what they say about me?"
"I think I do now"
"Yeah they are right, I'm a slut! A slag! A useless human being! I'm worthless". I was so mad and I was about to explode."Oh, I didn't realize you're an expert in my life and how I should live it. Please continue while I take notes. Tell me how to live my fucked up life!"
"Damn! Grace, I'm sorry"
"No, you are right just stay the hell away from me!".
" I'm deeply sorry Grace, I was just out of my fucking mind. I didn't mean what I said. You're amazing Grace".
"Just shut up! And stay away from me", I said furiously while I left him.
To be sincere I was hurt, I couldn't believe he could say all those nasty things to me even though he was right about me. It's not my fault people see me this way or think of me less. All through my life I had to learn the hard. I can take all of this from other people but not from him. I thought he saw me differently. I thought wrong. His perception about me is right though I wouldn't blame him if I was in his shoes.
Randy ran up to me, I guess she overheard my conversation with him. She hugged me without asking any question or even judging me. She kinda understands me or maybe she is gonna see me for who I really I am and hate me for it.
But the only thing that could take my pain away, was by getting drunk.
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