章 9: Chapter 9
" Maybe she laughs and maybe she cries, and maybe you would be surprised at everything she keeps inside. "
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I saw a message from a strange number that I don't even know
Stranger: hello! beautiful
At first, I didn't wanna reply to the message, but I was curious to know who it was.
Me: how did you get my number?
Stranger: it was my highest score in subway surfers.
This person thinks I was joking or what? I said to myself. Then I thought of who it could be. Then I remembered Bradley and how annoying he could be.
Me: is this Bradley?
I waited for a reply and then my phone blinked, to notify me that there was another notification.
Stranger: well shove a stick up my ass and call me candy apple....how the hell are ya
Me: what the fuck is wrong with ya! butthead!
Stranger: calm down beautiful
Me: stop calling me beautiful, call me by my name 🙄.
Stranger: Alright beautiful, oops! sorry😂.
Me:🙄🙄🙄🙄
After having a conversation with him, I saved his number with butthead, cause he keeps acting like one. But I kept wondering how he got my damn! number.
It was Saturday a day I hate to remember, April 14. Suddenly I felt like getting my ass drunk, I couldn't stand remembering those images in my fucked up brain. Seeing him lying lifeless on the ground with his body covered in blood, makes me wanna commit suicide.
April 14 is always a day I wanna commit suicide but Joanna is always coming at the right time. That's why I said she is the reason why I'm still breathing. The images of the incident keep coming to me like it just happened.
Every drop of his blood, makes me feel like killing myself. The way he closes his eyes slowly makes me wanna hurt myself the more.
He was dead before the gunshot reached my ears. It was a violence to the still of the April morning - a noise that heralded death and destruction. It broke the air in stark contrast to the voice of the birds that rang out in this dawn and the oblivious nature that surrounded me.
"Angel!" I screamed out loud without even knowing it. That is to show you how painful it was to remember those images. The tears that rolled down my cheeks was unstoppable
I don't think I can ever forgive myself for letting it happen, I don't think I can ever love anyone as I loved him.
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One of the popular guys in school was having a party at his house and I was invited. I took that opportunity to get my ass drunk and forget everything running through my brain. I decided to wear a shot black palazzo with an off shoulder crop top.
I ordered for uber to pick me up. A few minutes later the uber came to pick me up and it drove off while I direct him to where he will drop me.
When we got to our final destination, I came down from the car and enter a very beautiful building. I could hear the loud music playing from afar and teenagers going in and out of the building.
I take a step at a time while I entered the building. The strong smell of alcohol and weed welcomed me in. I kept walking straight until I got to the main party.
The room was really big and it was full of teenagers. I tried finding my way to the kitchen to get some drinks and water. But then I saw Austin and Jenny talking. They were laughing at something I don't know.
I've never seen them together like this and then I remembered when she told me she has a twin brother called, Austin? what the fuck!.
I hate Austin so much and to know they are twins makes everything worse than it was before.
I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence. They looked at me with shock and I really felt it was weird. I could smell something fishy between two of them
Jenny broke the awkwardness by starting a conversation.
"Hey! Grace, what are you doing here?"
Why is she asking the obvious question? For the party of course.
"Same reason you are here," I said
Austin eyed me up and down before leaving the kitchen without saying a word.
"Is he your twin brother?"
"Yes he is"
"Oh that's cool"
"That's not cool," I said to myself
I took some drinks in the cooler and started drinking.
I never stopped drinking until I was completely drunk and out of my fucking mind. My vision was getting blurry and I couldn't walk properly.
The worst part was that I didn't know how I was gonna get to my dorm since I got no one.
I managed to find my way out and I found myself on the dance floor. Each time I get drunk I tend to dance a lot and say trashy things to anyone that comes my way.
All I wanted to do was to forget about those images but I couldn't. You tend to forget everything that hurts you when you're drunk, right? but in my own situation, it wasn't like that.
The impact of those images has done more harm than good. I hate to admit it, I fucking! hate it!.
A guy approached me and all I could see was him, Angel. Fuck!
"Angel is that you?"I said with a husky voice while the guy looks confused.
"fuck! It's Bradley are you drunk?" he said while he tried to help.
"No I'm not I'm just feeling sleepy and tipsy, " I said while I chuckle slightly. I pulled him towards me while I smashed my lips on his soft luscious pink lips but he redraws away from me while I gave him that sad face.
"You're really drunk Alex and I won't take advantage of you"
I started laughing like an idiot" just say you're scared of pussy dumpass!" I said.
"Trust me, you won't feel your legs when I'm done doing you," he said with a smirk on his face."common let me take you home before you hurt yourself"
He started pulling me along with him and he ends up carrying me since I was slowing him down. He opened his car and dropped me in.
When he got to my dorm I was already sleeping, so he carried me. He took my key from my pocket and opened the door. He lied me down on my bed and tried leaving but I pulled him back.
"Angel please don't leave me, you promised you will never leave," I said unconsciously.
I'm sure he was really confused but yet he still cared enough to sit beside my bed while he tried making me sleep and to forget whatever might be hurting me.
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