Hair tied and set nicely, with a formal casual dress on, and book and copies in the side bag. With all of them I walk out of my house door and walk towards the Latina residency. I promised him that I'll meet at his place,and thought not to make awkwardness between us more obvious. However, the things which happened today will surely make a huge difference in my behavior towards him, I can't act normal as if nothing happened no matter how much I try. My eyes will express them and spill out the facts ,even though I don't want to act in that way.
In front of his house door, I stood with hesitation, questions, and a pause in my mind which was running furiously. Did he know?..,is he aware of it? and if he is ,then does he have a hand in it?These questions were answerless. With a total unknowable attitude, I braced myself and made a decision to not bring up anything, until he starts it.