"Dad rejecting me stuff didn't settle well with me. I had a huge fight with him which led him to punish me. I was to go to school like every other normal kid. No chauffeur to drive me. I was to take the public transport."
I remembered vividly how furious I was that day. I can't feel that emotion right now. I should be feeling it, that's how it has always been for me, feeling the emotions I once felt while I recall or tell an incident.
"He had given me some money, just enough for me to take a bus to school, survive in school and also take a bus back home. I was so angry that I decided to trek to school. It wasn't exactly what I would do on a normal day but this time, I was angry and under punishment. I felt like dad might decide to not just give me money sometime with the rate with which he cuts down my expenses."