章 112: He Who Saw Her Past

15 Years Ago

I was pregnant yet again. Something that I did not want. The first pregnancy was not even planned. This one, I was not sure how to feel. Plus the fact that I haven't been feeling well these past few weeks. Who knew I would be pregnant? Again. 

I looked at the PT kit with remorse, just when I was trying to stand this happened. How in the world am I going to feed my kids? Add in the fact that the Ray was, I don't know. I thought that he was a good father. But as the months passed, It looked like, I would be raising my own family without any kind of help from him.

I have told him of course, his replay made me realize how he truly sees me. 

"You were the one who wanted more, I was going to pull out, you didn't want to." 

The crass way he said it to me made me feel like everything was my fault. And since it was my fault, I should be the one to suffer.