章 19: Quite A Moment For Eva

<p>I felt free but in need, in need of her presence, in need of her charm, in desperate need of her aura I did not know how to explain this sudden feeling just at a mere picture, a mere image.<br/>I summon up courage and said hi to her that came with so much difficulty trust me, I was shocked to see that it took only a few minutes to see her reply popping up my screen, i was smiling like I won a lottery, I was so glad I was chatting with her the charm was  extraordinary, I was captivated, water and blood seem to flow just fine in my system, I was suddenly less bothered about the drugs and more concerned about her location, <br/> I asked where are you? Are you in town? And she said no why did you ask, I was like,<br/>Hmmmm!!<br/> The whole day, I eat, smoke pot, toss around the bed, read novels, press my phone, take a pee, take a nap, take a breath, her voice was the only thing I could think of and hear, it sounded so clear as if she was infact still having a conversation with me, I was swayed beyond control and for some weird reason it felt good so good and I knew that I couldn't wait for this tomorrow to be here, tomorrow suddenly feels like eternity, which turns out to piss me off before I could even finish thinking, I wanted calling back and telling her I could make the down that same day, but being too forward was not going to be the idea  let me hold up some little pride, I wouldn't want to sound desperate to see someone I already know i was infact desperate to see, I figured out that the so called tomorrow is going to be a very long day and a very battle filled one, at that but I made a mental check and decided I was ready even when infact i wasn't ready for all the world cares...<br/> The picture you took under the tree, that tree seem familiar, she said yes but it was an old picture and the picture  couldn't have looked anymore new to my eyes, then she added I am home tho in my family house and if you think you want to come, then it is very fine by me i am all alone and bored in anycase there's no harm in having someone around, just as I was about to reply to tell her I am not sure i that would work she called me, called my line, i became instantly sweaty and i thought for a short period of time if I should pick up the call or not, cos then I was simply on the call before I knew what was happening and when she made the request sounding like that, there was no way in hell I could say no or refuse her, I agreed before I had time to think of the offer....<br/>The next day I was quick to wake up, clean up the room and did little more chores, only to be fucked up by our fucked up water board system, that caught out the water at  this morning of all mornings I was quick to find my bath water else where, had to smoke some pot before going so, I woke up quite too early, lol I saw my self awake at 5am I was perplexed at my self, lol, but by 10am I was all ready to hit the road and she was ready to have me, the thought of that alone made my belly squeeze, i thought of what it would be like to behold her unique beauty again, what it will be like to be hugged by her, i was going insane like a captured animal, a cagged beast wanting to be freed so bad and causing loads of commotion but the only difference is that the war happens only in my head, and only in my head did I think she's part of those friends who would want to have me to on thier bed, who for some reason would be infatuated with me, but to much of my surprise when I finally saw Eva I was long gone in her bright big eyes, she reminds me of all the beauties of the soul, looking in her eyes tool me to several versions of the universe, i was too lost in one of her quite universe to figure out her own emotions, the fact is that I did not care i just want to be curled up in the deepest part of her, I just wanted her before I could catch myself I was already standing in front of her gate and smiling like I was just given a billion dollars, when I am to later sit alone on her room I thought Indeed she is worth a billion dollars...<br/> At least she was to me, I wanted her and my eyes couldn't hide, maybe that has always been the mistake right from the beginning, my eyes can't stop acting on its own around, no matter how much I wish reverse is the case its sooo bad that any body in the room will feel the sexual tention and aura filled in the room if she ever do as much as looking me back.. <br/>She has a certain knack one me, one that I am yet to figure out or wrap my head around what exactly was about her that I couldn't let go of, of exactly about her that is so strong and magnetic enough to push me wherever and how ever I don't know why my head can't function well, my brains don't think, and I see my self doing everything just cos I am doing it, yes that indeed pathetic.<br/>I see it so undeniably clear and crestal, and I am no fool for following it but I think i became a fool when I became too weak to get myself back, so I gave her the Keys to my eyes, Eva looked me right in the eyes while throwing it in the pond...</p>