Playing cool makes me lose my mind
my fake smile made them blind
I can't be someone I don't recognize
Is it worse for me if I show the truth
The truth that am broken to the root
I've been falling fast
No one sees that
The things I go through
I things I don't tell you
Body says take it slow
Eyes say hide don't show
Mind says don't let them know
Heart beats getting low
Playing it cool
Pain gets cruel
Am broken it's true
The things I want to tell you
But what could you do
At night it gets worse
Trapped in the lines I can't cross
She drowned,but she rose
What where she goes
Is a life she never chose
Pretend,pretend,pretend
Keep the smile that is fake
Live on with the scar that ache
Hide your broken bones
Hide the spoken stones
Smile when the pain travels like a river to your bones
Laugh at the table so know one sees the pain
Cause at nights you hurt all over again
And on those nights I died
Cause it never changes no matter how hard I've tried
No matter how hard I cried