章 15: Am I in love with him?

Nate

Please look at me before it's too late,

If you think it's me,

So don't keep it to yourself...

I shouldn't feel this way. That kiss in my room was intense, and it left me extremely upset, I couldn't sleep very well, in addition to the frustrated attempt to get rid of all that sexual tension. No. I didn't feel that way about a man, did I?

I've never felt this way, it's too weird. I've always dated girls, what's going on? Why does my mind remind me of the kiss in my room every time I think of something that reminds me of him? There are so many questions, and I don't have the answers to them. Ever since Will walked out that door, I've been feeling a lot weirder than usual. I feel empty, I've turned the television on and off several times, I've looked at social media repeatedly, especially after what he posted on Twitter, and our cell phone conversation.