“Hayden! Hayden! Don’t scare me like this! Wake up please…please!” I shouted so loudly, and I felt like I was about to lose my mind. I have never felt this desperate before in my life.
I looked down at Hayden’s unconscious face with his eyes closed and I started crying even harder, my teardrops falling down onto his face.
I’m so sorry, Hayden. This all happened because I decided to run off. Why didn’t I listen to him when he told me to stop or when he told me again and again that it was dangerous? I’m so stupid…and now Hayden is hurt because of me…because he tried to protect me…
I squeezed his hand in mind tighter as I brought it up to my lips. I buried my face into his hand as I continued to cry. How can I get help?!
“I won’t disobey you again…I’ll do anything…please wake up Hayden. Please…save Hayden…” I said desperately as more hot tears ran down my face.