Evelyn s POV
The next week went by quickly, I was starting to feel more like myself. The herbs Amara gave me helped but so did drinking both Orion s and Ryland s blood. Though Ryland s I craved, and I sometimes needed help to stop. Ryland didn t seem to mind but I could tell everyone was worried about what would happen when the baby was to arrive. Honestly, I was petrified of dying too, yet more petrified of coming back, coming back as a Lycan. They have explained numerous times what would happen if I did and each time it scared me more, to the point I have now stopped asking.