章 32: (H) PROPOSE

Kane swallowed the thought. Right now, he's turning into a hungry beast. All of the pornos he had been forced to watch by his colleagues flashed through his memory, and every actress he saw was replaced with Yanarym's appearance and voice. What kind of deranged mind is this?!

"I understand ... I know you can't accept the fact that Alvan tarnished me."

"No! It's not that!" He violently rebutted, "You're wrong, I don't care, you're just not a virgin anymore and that's it. You're still you, I still like you. I still like you a lot more than you can imagine Rym."

"You say that, but you can't even look at me."

"It's because I'm having perverted thoughts right now, -"

"Then why don't you touch me?"

"-- And I don't want you to ---what?" There was silence between them. He blinked as she gaped at him with a grave expression. He wasn't sure of what he heard, he was drawn at explaining himself when she interrupted with her soft voice. Did she just suggest that he could mate with her?

"Is that why you don't want to touch me because I'm dirty?"

"No ..." He abruptly answered her. "I don't want you to think I'm just after you for sex Rym. I'm not like him, not like Alvan." Yanaym smiled in the gloom, nodded as her eyes showed disappointment in his response.

"I understand." She uttered and got up from the bed. "I should go now, someone might be looking for me." Kane immediately held her arm, preventing her from leaving him. He won't let her go, he felt that if he does, she would permanently vanish from his life.

"I-I really like you, Rym. I -... I don't want to soil you. I'm not a very traditional person but I want to treasure you. What about we plan our marriage after this movie? We're at the right age, aren't we? Let me talk to your agency, I will pay for your breach of contract, I'll provide you and your sister. You don't have to work anymore, I have enough money to feed and shelter you for the rest of our lives.". He didn't want to surprise her with the sudden proposal however since the event was escalating to something he couldn't foresee. Kane tried to change the conversation, in panic, he blurted out things he was planning beforehand. As she remained standing and quiet he felt uneasy, she may reject him or worse…

He was well aware that what he said to her was hasty and selfish, yet everything he said was true. He wants her, not for a short fling but for a long time.

Yanarym smiled again and faced him. His eyes widened at what she did next. She tiptoed on him and wrapped her arms around his neck. By reflex, he held her waist to support her body. As a result, he could feel her softness pressing at him.

"Hey." She smiled charmingly, greeting him passionately. His attention was shifted from the feeling of her body to peering at her beautiful face.

"Hey…" He absentmindedly called her back and gulped. She laughed as she cornered him, later he felt the wall against his back. "Rym?"

"Do you know the alternative call for having sex?" Dominating him, he was out of words, she changed from a sheep to a wolf so fast.

His mind couldn't process a thing, the only thought that's invading his mind was her seductive voice and her delectable physique clinging onto him. She lunged at him, wrapping her legs around his waist. To keep her from falling to the ground, he tightened his clutch on her torso. They were in such an intimate situation before he knew it.

Yanarym leaned her head to his ear, and Kane bit the flesh of his mouth as her body pressed at his. "It's making love, Kane..." He stiffened at his spot, her whisper to his ears made her warm breath touch his skin. It was ticklish at the same time he felt weird jolts of electrifying but comfortable sensation rush all over his system.

His mouth dried yet he kept on swallowing hard. Sexual intercourse is one of the natural occurrences for humans. As a doctor, he was knowledgeable and understanding of the existence of sex in the world. Despite not often performing it himself, he was still aware that half of the population in the globe was indulging in that activity. But not for him, sex is only black and white, the primary and sole reason for reproduction.

Nonetheless, he was in a circumstance where he could be one to the lady he adores, and even though he had done it before, it felt like he was doing it for the first time because of her.

"You're poking me, Kane." She innocently mumbled before she grinds her hip, leading their genitals to coincide. They were still clothed yet their nerve's sensitivity had already been boosted, they both groaned at the stimulation that was eroding their logic. Kane forced himself to remain rational, he looked up to the ceiling and tried to keep his act together.

"Ya-yanarym stop… that now while I can still refrain myself." Kane looked at her and asked her in a serious tone. She halted from teasing him and pouted. They stared at each other then she tilted her head and pecked his lips with no warning. It was so fast that he only felt its softness pounce on him. She stared at his lips before shifting eyes to locked eyes with him.

"I like you too Kane." She bent her head again and landed small kisses on his lips. Because he was handicapped of holding her body, all he could do was receive her actions.

"R-rym, stop it." He was having a hard time conversing with her. His sanity was already at its limit. She continued to move her hips and pressed her body onto his body. "Stop it." He gasped for air when she stopped moving.