" And you allowed her to leave? You -you let her do this, knowing fully well what might happen to her? Let's just forget whether or not something like that is really happening but you really chose me over her? " Lin Yan could feel his mood shifting from just anxious to agitated. Because he couldn't believe that his mother actually chose him, him! Over Su Wan! He couldn't believe that his sweet mother, the mother who has always been kind and sincere to everyone actually did something like this, And he trusted her! He believed in her when she was being questioned, but now that he knew that his mother was actually willing to use Su Wan's life for the sake of his life, his gut couldn't help but twist uncomfortably.
He felt the same way as he did on the day when he was sold to the Fu household by his grandmother. Horrified and betrayed.
What did you expect? sneered his conscience. Did you expect your mother to just sit back and watch you die?
I want the emptiness in my heart to stop - its getting realy crazy
I can't even eat now , I am going of food and now I don't know how I'm surviving