She had lived most of her adult life living a lie. She would memorize her lines, embody a character, and wear her costume, pretending she was someone else.
She had done it a thousand times that she might have forgotten where she had crossed the lines between her reality and fantasy. Somehow, she had lost her way.
She had become what others wanted her to be. She acted in a way that people would love her. In the end, she lost track of who she was.
"More coffee?" Adam offered as they ate their breakfast together. "Would you like something else?" He asked when she declined.
But she could already feel her stomach full. She had never eaten so much food in a long time. Her life had always been about control, limitations, and rules.
She had to watch the food she ate because she could not gain too much weight. She should always look her best. She should act accordingly because her fans were watching her every move. And so forth.
Thanks for supporting my story. I truly appreciate it. However, I like to warn you not to buy my privilege unless you just wish to help me.
I think it will be unfair to all of you if you purchase something I can't deliver. I just can not promise a daily update for next month.
I am still taking care of my family. I think I will need another month for it. But things are looking positive, so hopefully, things will get better.
But I will try to get back to writing as often as possible. I guess that is all I can promise right now. I hope you will be patient and understand my situation.