章 129: jaksjaksjak

I could see my best friend's face slowly change through the screen, she turned a little pale and kept her lips slightly apart from each other. 

-Now I understand why she said I was a waste of a man.

She laughed at herself for having all those thoughts I knew she had had when she saw that boy standing next to me, it was something she couldn't always help, she had little fantasies of the boys she saw once in her life but what had they liked. Now I could be aware that what he told me the other day about not wanting anything with my cousin he meant it... very seriously, proof of that was what happened recently. 

She didn't know what to say anymore and kept quiet, no one else said anything, you could already feel the uncomfortable silence that I hated so much. 

-Today was the launch of my novel," I said suddenly.