章 5: Chapter 5
I am sitting on my bed trying to fix my bedsheets before washing it.
I can't give a damn! reason to explain why all of these are happening to me.
I have no sleep since last night because this boy who was right next to me- feels so at peace sleeping in my soft comfy bed, feeling himself like a prince that even up to this moment still sleeping, snoring and messing my life!
He was the same boy I hate the most. Grrr!
Flashbacks *****
Sarah was on her way when she caught me helping Fedel trying to fix his position with me on his arms, he hug me -- which the same thing he do to the girls he had.
He's dizzy, and can't even wait a moment to burst out all the alcohols inside his stomach. He can't even give a few second to walk and just could only sit for a while or else sleep.
I had to convinced Sarah to asked a friend to help us. But certainly there's no one available because they were all in the party.
Wow! I can't believe how unlucky I am. Yesterday is not a good day nor today is not a good day at all because here I am again! with this man inside my room.
Isn't it so unlucky? How can this be?!
Picking up some stuff to finally clean my room and just began gazing on how this man so drunk last night!
Well'. . He looks so miserable and I think he has a problem!
Why would I care then? Listening to that voice inside my head trying to say that he is someone I shouldn't care about! he deserves that of course!
My mind feels this way (being angry) and a lot of those were.
"Just Be Kind". (my conscience)
I reminded myself that whatever it is, I should remain kind.
I was always reminds of what mom reading me books and stories about kindness and how it helps me grow and affects me and the people around me positively in some way.
I'm so much grateful that I have this heart who listen and understand even if it's hard for me to understand these people most especially people like-- Fedel.
I'm on my way to the bathroom when my whole entity was about to explode when I got shoved to him (Fedel) and now shockingly just looking odd at anytime would probably end my world because I can clearly see that he's only wearing underwear right now, and has no anything covered.
My eyes widened shockingly while holding my mouth shivering and I really wanted to run at this very moment because I feel embarrassed.
I remember I was just fixing my clothes and bedsheets earlier and just thinking of cursing that man inside my room..
And just like a bang! Oh my goodness!
the only thing I remember is that he was ripped with a showy six pack abs on his lower abdomin, while a masculine muscles were all set on the others.
POV Fedel ****
"What are you doing here!?" asking me with that offensive voice.
Is he reacting because- I'm here? Or because I saw him half naked?
it's a very inappropriate reaction, because he almost forgot he is in my room.
It was insulting me and maybe he wants to be reminded that nothing is my fault since,--
he's actually pretending to be a Prince sleeping in my room while me who have hard time sleeping in the living area!
He's so annoying!
Can't control my temper anymore that's why I didn't make it and ran away to the bathroom hoping that a piece of a second can make me feel better.
I was crying, releasing some sort of anger from the insult of people like him.
I don't know how to get out of this situation.
I was abusively being treated this way in my own room.
What the heck he's feeling right now offending me this way!
I hear him calling me from the outside.
He's trying to convince me to stop crying while me who feel so very embarrassed and I think Sarah would feel the same if she knew!.
I don't want her to feel guilty for helping this man last night, that's why I end up opening the door while convincing myself to just overcome it!
I told him that I'm fine, even if I'm actually not trying to act as nothing had happened and was turned out normally a conversation for both of us.
And this time I am more calm since he's wearing now a white statement shirt and black pants.
"I'm sorry I was surprised". He told me like nothing happened.
" I know". I just resume giving him a good smile.
Are you sure everything's fine? Fedel.
Like yeah?! I have to look for a natural manner so that he won't gonna ask me again.
Until Sarah just came in and now looking for Fedel's image.
Are you okay now?
She asked him.
Eat your breakfast first before leaving.
What happened last night?
You are so mess!
Are you broken?
Does the new trend betray you again?
*Nope" He quickly replied.
But how come you look so devastated and just come over here when you knew I was at the party last night? Didn't you remember that we have in the same group, that's so quiet weird if you don't remember!?
She sarcastically facing him with that questions again!
I forgot Sarah!
I mean I don't have any idea why I came here,
I was drunk. And he explained.
Okay, I see!.. Let's have some coffee
before going to our classes.
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He wasn't turning back the moment he stepped out my room. He is something weird today trying not to insist his side to Sarah.
Sarah was now facing me while asking'
"How about you? Didn't you have a good sleep?"
I just smiled at her and say .. .
"I do".
"I'll continue this one (Fixing my bed)
before going to my class". I just replied.
"Thank you again, Isabella".
I feel so recovered now from what just finally over last night--
"I'm talking about Louise". She told me.
What about last night? And why did you came late anyway? my reaction just settling the idea of what was really happened last night.
It's over now - I mean I don't have any grudge at him, I'm not even angry , I just want to settle myself and look for peace.
She continue with that sad face of her.
Why? Are you saying you broke up with Louise?
Louise was her boyfriend since -- first year, And last night was supposedly their 3rd Anniversary celebration but how come they end up like this?
He's with the other girls last night.
I saw him kissing one.
She finally broke that silence. I think, it is so hard for her to convey me this situation, but she didn't want to have any secrets with me, because she knew I understand her.
Actually the party was for Alumni Home Coming Batches.
Even if everyone was invited, Sarah isn't that type of a girl who likes parties, and I think I know her reason now.
Did you talk about it?
Yes. " she added.
Finally! I can make good stuff now.
No more shortcomings, no more heartbreaks. Let's focus on midterm examination.
She finally broke off our conversation completely, and I know that teary eye has something to do with her.
I hugged her slowly and just keep her nearly to my heart because I knew somehow it would helped her feel at ease, at this very moment.
For me.. .
She was clearly a strong woman, she really do not rely her own happiness to other people, even after numerous years of being together with Louise. She knows when her heart stop beating from people who don't value her.
***And that's what I liked her most **
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