Afterwards, when Song Jun finished proclaiming his love to his Xian ge, he leaned back to his seat and he let go of the last moisture drop to roll down from his eyes.
He silently came out of the car, taking the water bottle. As he went out he splashed some water on his face for the fourth time in the last few hours.
How could he take the risk to show his vulnerability to Xian? His whole existence was dependent on Xian. How could he force him to die with him?
Here, in the car when Tang Xian heard the silence in the car, he sat a bit upright, closed eyes, without making it obvious. His Song Jun first time showed the signs of resigning from their connection and it made him feel anxious to the core.
Though he decided to be with Song Jun forever, he sensed that the string that bound them together was nowhere to be seen and it made chill ran through his bones.