章 82: Him

The loneliness I felt was beyond anything I ever experienced before. When we were apart in Shanghai, I had the comfort of knowing he was in the same city and that we would eventually run into each other but he's not here in H City and the loneliness factor is ten times worse.

But I checked my email every day hoping he would send me one, but he didn't and I didn't because it was obvious he was over me. I would pull his picture up online and put my wrist over my heart. Sometimes just seeing a picture of him eased the pain, but most of the time it made it worse.

In two days I get my first set of injections. I was nervous not knowing what effects it will have on me, so I decided to take the morning and run to the store. I needed to stock up on some things in case I couldn't leave the apartment. I put on my black shorts, a black tank top and a pair of black sandals I picked up on sale when I first moved here.