章 499: Deep Thoughts

I've been doing a lot of soul searching as of late, I notice. Seeing things in retrospect, hindsight, and outright just giving even the smallest things, the most trivial of details, a bigger picture, whether there even really was one or not.

And just then talking with Irene, seeing Ria again, I'm starting to run out frames for every freaking picture.

Thing was - I was never like this before… meticulously processing every action I make before and after, I'd just go right ahead and do it. 

Yet alas, that was a long time ago now… where the only person I had to worry about was myself when I screwed up, which I always inevitably do. 

Life was so much simpler when the consequences of my actions would come to only bite me in the ass. I can handle that… but say if it ends up biting others too, innocent others… yeah, it's no wonder I'm in my head a lot recently.