"These past few days had been like hell for me, Jess. I had to keep myself busy all the time, like literally 24 hours straight so I won't think about you and lose it completely" Andrew says, in a sad way, and my mind goes automatically to when I spent the night at Gabe's.
"I was a mess without you, my love" he adds.
Andrew and I are laying on the bed, in each other's arms. My head is on his warm strong chest, breathing his soft yet manly cologne in and out. That's what I want to live for the rest of my miserable damn life.
Although, it won't be miserable if I spend it with the man who loves me with all his heart. Whose embrace makes me feel belonging and loved.
In fact, we finally decided that we don't have to fight anymore about anything. No matter what it is, we surely can overcome all of the obstacles that face us. As it has been proven lately.
Even him cheating on me didn't make us run away from each other, not for too long at least.
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Creation is hard, cheer me up!