章 230: Missing Ben

Lisa's POV

I know I could never break up with Benedict even if he hurts me so much because I know I still love him. And I am aware if I do it, I will only suffer. And looking at him right now with his puppy eyes, I almost give in to his request, but I need to be firm with my decision. Because I don't want him to be so confident that I will not break up with him if he commits the same mistake again.

I want to take back what I said when I told him that he could not kiss or hug me unless I did it first. Because right now, as we are standing so close with each other, I want to throw myself at him, and I want to be in his arms again. But I want to take back my dignity. It hurts me, and I will not go easy with him, and he should learn from his mistakes. I know, and I saw that Tanya kissed him first, but I didn't see him push her away, so he is still partly to be blamed for that particular kissing scene.