章 663: The beauty in pain

Beau 

The moment I hear their first cry, it feels like the sound pierces into my chest and rips my heart out. I tried to get ready for this. they said they would be fine, Alby said they would be fine. 

I know they would be fine but how can I listen to this without feeling their pain. They are my babies. We are fucking connected and now they are in pain. I hate this so much. 

The chains around their legs and wrists. 

This is just a precaution. They are just pups. They can't hurt anyone but Alby said we have to do this the right way. 

I want to change the right way because it doesn't seem right to me. I can't watch them being treated like this when I know they are just babies.