章 26: I'm not sure
We walked back to the studio. But the walk silent. I could see tension in his face.
We reached and he went directly to the room. I gave some snacks to the others and went back.
He was in the washroom. I was worried. The door was wide open. I peeped from out. He splashed water over his face and looked himself in the mirror.
"Ughhhh!" He shouted and banged his hand on the mirror.
"Jimin!" I shouted and went in.
"What is this? Why?" I asked him and made him sit on the toilet seat.
I got some first aid. I sat on the floor and washed the blood and put some bandaid on.
Without my knowledge, there were tears forming up.
"Why? Who was he? Why were you shocked? What does he want?" As I asked tears flowed.
"Tell me, please." I said.
"Please. I don't want to loose you too." My voice became low as I said the last part.
He lifted my head and wiped my tears.
"You're not gonna loose me. Nor will I let you." He said.
"He is just my old friend. He and I had a crisis, since then we were not good friends." He said.
"But why do you hurt yourself? If you know, whether you did nothing, then why do you care if he comes over." I asked.
"I don't know."
"Get up. Let's go for a walk. Maybe it'll help you out." I said and got up.
He held my hand and said,
"Y/n, did I?"
"I understand what you're asking. I was worried about you cause I have only you." I said and he left my hand.
I started feeling something for him. My heart was dancing around him. I felt this from today's rehearsal. I was feeling something in my heart.
I waited for him to come.
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Jimin's POV
As we came back from the shop, some random guy came over to y/n and talked to her in a different way.
I asked him to stop. He said he was just playing. He said my name and I recognised who he was. I didn't realise it was him.
I didn't know what he has come here for. I left him back at Busan, knowing him. How is he back?
I just walked silently.
We reached the studio and I walked into the room and to the washroom.
What if hurts anyone? He saw me with y/n. What if he hurts her?
I washed my face and felt angry at myself. I shouted and banged my hand on the mirror.
"Jimin!" Y/n shouted and came in. She made me sit in the toilet seat and went over to get first aid.
I was angry at myself. The only thing in my mind was, how I would make y/n away from him. He will obviously root for her.
I looked at my hand and she had put bandaid on it.
"Why? Who was he? What were you shocked? What does he want?" Y/n asked. I saw her and tears flowed. She's really worried.
"Tell me please." She said.
"Please. I don't want to loose you too." Hearing her say that, I felt bad.
I didn't want to make her feel sad. She's already gone through a lot.
I lifted her face and wiped her tears.
"You're not gonna loose me. Nor will I let you." I said making sure she feels alright.
"He is just my old friend. He and I had a crisis, since then we were not good friends." I didn't tell her in detail. I don't want to put burden on her.
"But why do you hurt yourself? If you know, whether you did nothing, then why do you care if he comes over." She asked.
"I don't know."
She was right. Why am I worrying? He was the one who did it.
"Get up. Let's go for a walk. Maybe it'll help you out." She said and got up. I held her hand before she could leave.
"Y/n, did I..." she cut me and said,
"I understand what you're asking. I was worried about you cause I have only you." She said.
I left her hand and thought what she said.
I rewinded today's rehearsals. I looked at my hand and smiled. I thought back the time she took care of me when I was sick at the hotel. The time how we both got together.
I smiled at myself. Am I really falling for her?
I got up and went out. She was waiting for me.
I put on my jacket and we left.
***************
Y/n's POV
He wore his jacket and we left.
"I heard there's a beach nearby. Wanna go?" Jimin asked.
"Sure." I said and smiled.
We walked towards the beach.
*after few minutes
We reached the beach. It was so cool and refreshing. We sat down on a bench.
"Feeling good now?" I asked. He nodded his head.
"Ice cream! Ice cream!" A ice cream vendor came.
"Ma'am, ice cream? Sir, ice cream?" He asked us.
Jimin looked at me and twitched his eyebrows. I nodded my head.
"We'll have two." Jimin said. He gave it and paid.
"Here." He handed me one.
"Thanks." I said.
We finished eating the ice cream. I was just staring at the beautiful scenery in front of me.
"Let's walk." He said and pulled me to the sand.
We walked for sometime and sat on the sand.
"This is just beautiful." I said taking a deep breath of the fresh air.
Few kids were playing with sand. It accidentally went into Jimin's eye.
"Are you fine?" I asked.
"Yeah. It's just the sand." He said running his eye.
"Don't rub it. Wait, let me see." I said.
I blew in his eye. I realised how close I was to him.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
He rubbed his eye and said,"yup."
We talked for a bit about what we'd like to do in our future.
*time skip
It was almost 7:30.
"It's getting late. We better be going." Jimin said. I nodded and got up.
I feel really happy being with him. I kept smiling.
We were almost near the studio. The studio could be seen from the place where we were walking. I felt cold. I kept rubbing my arms.
I felt a warm cloth on me. "You'll feel cold so wear it." He said and put it on me.
I couldn't take my eyes off him.
We were almost standing in middle of the road. There was a bright light and a honk.
Jimin pushed me to the wall. One hand wrapped around my waist and the other on my head, so I didn't get hurt.
"Gwenchana?" He asked in a soft voice.
I looked up at him and said,
"Ne. I'm fine."
He looked deeply into my eyes. I couldn't stop looking at him.
It was dead silent. We both were breathing heavily. We both were inches apart.
He slowly moved forward. Our eye contact never left. He moved more closer.
We both kissed. I held onto his shirt and kissed him.
I suddenly realised. I opened my eyes and pushed him. I just ran. I ran to the studio and walked.
A smile grew on my lips. I rewinded it. I couldn't smiling.
Did we just kiss? I couldn't believe it. Am I falling for him?
I reached the floor and walked in the corridor.
"Y/n, what are you smiling for? Where were you?" Jungkook asked.
"Walking." I said and went to the room.
I sat on the bed and thought about it again. But I couldn't stop smiling.
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Jimin's POV
We were walking back to the studio. Y/n was rubbing her arms. She felt cold so I removed my jacket and covered her.
There was a bright light and a honk. I turned and saw a car. I wrapped my hand around her and held her head so she doesn't get hurt.
"Gwenchana?" I asked her.
"Ne. I'm fine." She said.
I couldn't stop myself from looking at her. I really wanted her.
I moved closer and closer, slowly. I kissed her. She too did.
She crunched on to my shirt. Suddenly, she pushed me away and ran.
I went running behind her. I paused cause I felt tired. I smiled.
Did she kiss me back?
I realised I like her. I walked to the room.
I saw jungkook standing outside.
"Hyung, where were you?" Jungkook asked.
"Walking." I said smiling.
"What happened to you and y/n? Both of you are smiling a lot." He said.
Hearing him say that, I felt happy. I don't know why.
"Can I stay with you tonight?" I asked.
"Why?" He asked.
"I'll tell you later. Just say yes or no."
"Ok." He said and called Lisa.
"Stay over with y/n for tonight. Jimin hyung wants to talk about something." He said.
She gave me a weird look, nodded and went in our room. I went in with jungkook.
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Third person POV
Lisa entered and saw y/n smiling.
"Hey girl. I have something to tell you." She said.
"I too have something to tell you. But you go first." Y/n said.
"Ok. I saw Jimin smiling a lot. And I don't know why, he asked me to stay with you tonight." Lisa said.
Y/n also felt like Jimin. She smiled more knowing it.
(Jimin)
"What is it hyung?" Jungkook asked.
"I kissed y/n." Jimin said.
"What?!" He asked in shock.
"Yes. And I think I like her, I'm not sure." He said.
"Hyung. Is it really you?"
"Stop and tell me any idea." Jimin asked.
"Hyung, leave it to me. I'll take care." He said.
Jimin trusted him and nodded.
(Y/n)
"Now tell. What is it?" Lisa asked.
"I and Jimin kissed." Y/n said.
"What the heck? Really?! Oh my god I can't believe it." Lisa shouted.
"Lower down your volume." Y/n said.
"So how did this happen?" She asked.
Y/n told her from the car incident.
"Now, I don't know what to do." Y/n said.
"Do you like him?"
"I guess, I'm not sure."
"Don't tell him anything. Just leave it to me, I'll take care." Lisa said.
"Please don't tell anyone." She begged her. She nodded and lisa went to dinner.
Y/n didn't feel like going. She lay on the bed and kept smiling. She couldn't sleep.
So was it same with Jimin.
Lisa and Jungkook said that not to talk about the thing again tomorrow cause they both weren't sure with themselves.
They both kept rewinding the kiss and smiled continuously.
How were they gonna face each other tomorrow at class and dance was the thing in their mind.
They tried not to think about it. But couldn't.
'I, myself am not sure if i like him/her. Just don't think about it. It might have been an accident. But why would he/she kiss me back? No, don't think anything else. Just forget it.' They both thought but it was all in vain cause they couldn't get off it.
To be continued.....
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