作者: Su Zhishui 機械翻訳
The horse farm returned to silence.
The old stable was still enjoying the raging cold wind.
The bright moon hanging high in the sky was still the same bright moon from many years ago, but the Horse was no longer the horse of the past, and the person was no longer the person of the past... ...
Long Qingxin was sweating all over. Xia Jinqi helped her to take a shower, then looked at her lying on the bed and pinched the corner of the blanket for her.
"Grandma, sleep well. If there's anything, just ring the bell on the bedside, and someone will come in. " Xia Jinqi pulled a string of bells to long Qingxin and shook it. The crisp sound of bells filled the entire room.
Long Qingxin nodded. "You've put in a lot of effort. "
Xia Jinqi just smiled and turned around to turn off the lights. However, her wrist was grabbed the next second.
She subconsciously looked back and heard long Qingxin Sigh. "child, grandma has something to ask of you. "
Xia Jinqi more or less knew long Qingxin's temper. Even grandfather huo had to give her some face when he saw her, but now she was speaking to her in such a pleading tone... ...
Xia Jinqi immediately said, "go ahead, grandma. "
" ... " Long Qingxin was silent for a moment before she spoke. However, she did not go straight to the point. Instead, she blurred her eyes and started talking about herself. "Many people have asked me if I regret insisting on getting a divorce back then. "
Xia Jinqi's heart skipped a beat when she heard the beginning.
Grandma never mentioned these things... ...
But now, she took the initiative to say them.
Xia Jinqi was slightly shocked but did not say a word. She just listened quietly.
Long Qingxin let out another long sigh "Father told me the story of Hua Mulan and Princess Ping Yang since I was young. He taught me that women can be as strong as men. "I've been too strong all my life. I don't know how to admit defeat. That's why I've been stubborn to this point. "When I was young, I only knew that I had been betrayed and that person was unforgivable. All I could think about was my hatred for that person. "Now that I'm old, I can't hate anymore. All I can think about is that person's well-being. "
After saying this, Long Qingxin actually smiled.
It was unknown whether she was laughing at the fact that she had been muddled all her life, or at the joke of fate.
Xia Jinqi could see the bitterness in her smile. She held her hand tightly in worry and called out softly, "GRANDMA... "
"Do you think that if I had thought of his good, I wouldn't have gotten to where I am now? " Long Qingxin suddenly turned around to look at Xia Jinqi and asked.
Xia Jinqi had always thought that her grandfather and grandmother could reconcile because she could see that her grandmother had never forgotten her grandfather in her heart.
However, when her grandmother really threw this question at her, she was stunned.
If she could do it again, if her grandmother chose to forgive, what would happen?
Would her grandfather return to his old ways, or would he have nothing to fear and become even worse from then on?
No one knew.
"Grandmother, the past is in the past. The most important thing for you now is to relax and recuperate. "It's almost the new year. When the time comes, we will be together as a family and be reunited. We will all be with you. " Xia Jinqi avoided the crux of the problem She changed the topic.
Everyone would be haunted by their own past. A little retrospect could make people reflect on themselves, but if they were deeply immersed in it, they would lose themselves.
The point was not what they should do in the past, but what they should do in the future.
How could someone as transparent as long Qingxin not understand the meaning behind Xia Jinqi's words?
She looked at a certain spot in a daze and muttered softly, "yes, so many years have passed... "