章 4: life changing experince

"Will I die like this? Like a nobody in some unknown orphanage while betrayed by my own Family?" He is thinking while unimaginable amount of pain of his whole body burning and again healing rushing through his body and this process kept continuing again and again.

"Just like my past life dying because of someone I thought close to me betrayed me."All the sudden pain surged up so much he can no longer hold his voice down as he started screaming in pain and his eyes started bleeding.

"Ha-ah,m-maybe I-I should just die, this way atleast I can get this pain over with"not beig able to tolorate that much pain he closed his eyes and prepared a spell that he learned from phenex library and aimed at his brain and ready to shot it into his brain. But some reason no matter how hard he tries he just can't shoot it at himself as his body won't listen to him. After few tries resulting same faliures he started thinking "I always thought at least after I die I won't feel any pain and it is the easiest way out but now why I am feeling so reluctant to die. I mean I don't have any special goal or anything. Even though they betrayed me, I may have felt hurt inside but I don't want revenge or anything."

But he didn't notice that while he was thinking he absentmindedly was making something near his body. All the sudden one very particular voice broke his trance."Oh my, looks like I was told perfectly correct thing."

In a instant as Ryu looked back to see who is it talking, he with his bad eyesight which can barely made out the face of a person saw someone who really didn't want to see, his second older brother. Who at first liked him very much but after finding out Ryu was so weak started treating him like a trash.

"Looks like you really need a hand" As he came forward and started to help him up then all the sudden started to choke Ryu by choke holding him "in dying" he maliciously snarled."You filthy bastard.You still aren't dead ,huh. Looks like dad was right to send me to dispose you. I honestly don't understand how can a son of proud phenex family be so weak and frankly I don't care.I only know one thing that is only with your death our families shame of having such a weak son can be removed" he cruelly started speaking not even bothering to try to hide the fact that their father sent him to kill his youngest son.

Ryu started to struggle as it is starting to get very hard for him to breath. Same time he is also thinking why am all the sudden I struggling to live when few seconds ago I was ready to die?

But it is futile as he starting to lose consciousness. At first he thought in death's cold embrance he will find his peace but now all the sudden his heart is starting to get filled with fear of death and rage that someone try to rob his right to live.

He started to weakly punch at his second brother who just laughed at his pathetic attempt to attack him and started taunting him "did you know it's not just our father also lord Lucifer and Beelzubub told me to kill you?Of courseyou don't,after all this is a political move which a stupid weakling like you don't understand."

It's natural that a bumbling fool like Ryker didn't know that Sirzech and Ajuka encourage this movement for another reason, That is If other factions found out about the fact that Phenex clan let their child become someone's experiment then abandoned him when it failed.They will stop all kind of business with them.This kind of shit strom they can't handle.Razor understand this fact very well but what can he do about it.It is not like he is some ultimate class devil that everybody will want in their faction.

Realizing this Ryu's heart is all the sudden filled with hatred and loathing for all 3 of them.All the respect for Sirzech and Azuka gone in a second. Replaced by a cold mad hunger which wished to destroy all 3 of them. Then it starting to spread not just 3 of them, it started to run all across his mind as it starting to hate every person he ever knew. From Zorak for lying to him, his brother Riser for bulling him everyday to every phenex clan member to his second brother Ryker and finally himself for being such a coward, for not exploiting others to strengthen himself just like animals who eat others to strengthen themselves and for having silly notion of morality and result he is now going to die.

As he kept struggling and saw with is blurring vision that now his brother preparing to end him. He starting to search for any thing that can save him like drowning man who will even hold onto a straw to live. That's he noticed his brother is standing over the blood he spilt and it's shaped in a very familiar way. He then started to struggle even harder that starting make his brother hold on him very hard.

All the sudden somehow he manage to reach his near brother's chest and put his hand on where his heart should be. Seeing his new clothes getting dirty by this pig Ryker really got angry and shot a fireball at him. And that's the moment Ryu activated the ritual he found in forbidden section of the Phenex family while screamed "Sanguis-cinis ritual, Activate".

Instantly all the fire put off and Ryker's body starting to getting hotter as he started screaming and trying to run which sadly failed as his whole body paralysed. As for Ryker who thought by slaughtering his weak brother he will make a good image of himself not only before his father also before maos. Maybe they will owe him a favour or maybe some powerful item he will be gifted. Alas, all those dream was for naught as now getting his whole body turned into thin blood colored red ash, which he recognized just before his moment of death is forbidden spell which long time ago used by old demons to steal others vitality, strength and magical powers. Now these days if anyone found using them they will be executed immediately.

In his last moment he only able to form some incoherent words which was "Y-you traitorous b-bastardddd" and finally turned to red ashes which now flew at Ryu and entered into his body through his pores and started to heal his internal organs and bones. And all the sudden all those pain from ritual vanished and you can say he is very healthy now. He no longer looks like a malnourished child. Also his tiny marble sized core now is a normal core which is a baseball size and finally he have phenex clans infamous regeneration which he didn't have before. Although it is a bit slow compared to adult phenex clan members but it can be trained to that level. This ritual so powerful that it even completely healed his eyes as he can see everything clearly.Well then again every ritual have the best effect when it is casted for first time.

But there is something Ryu didn't realise why this ritual was created in first place. Stealing others prowess, vitality, magic is just a side effect. It was originally created by an ancient demon long before Lucifer fallen from the grace of heaven to steal others talent be it soul talent or bodily talent.that's why this ritual was called {envy of the weak}.

Ryu all the sudden starting to pant from exhaustance and few minutes later when he starting to feel alright he calmed down and started saying like he just had a huge realization about life "thank you, brother for teaching me a real life lesson even though it is unintentional. After all no matter where you are only strong is respected and feared regardless they are immoral monsters. While moral good people will always suffers, crushed by them. And no, I have had enough, I will become a immoral monster who stands at the top of the food chain as I refused to be stepped on any further. Be it either hook and crook I shall,no no I must reach the top .In life only winner have right to say anything as no one cares about failures hard work or tears. And I refused to be a failure. Being a immoral disgusting freak who is loathed and hated by everyone is far better that being a coward that I once was ".

Ryu then gently started stating this with a thankful tone "And as for giving me such generous opportunity Ryder, Sirzech and Azuka" Then his tone changed to that of a demonic beast which want destroy everything whatever on his path " I WILL BREAK YOU SLOWLY AND SLOWLY UNTIL YOU ARE NOTHING BUT BROKEN DOLLS".

*ding* experienced family love.

*ding*experienced betrayal.

*ding*experienced slaughtering own family.

*ding*all conditions met. Welcome host to gacha system.

*ding*will host accept gacha system {yes\no}

Ryu starting to see these writing in front of him on a purple ethereal box "what the hell is this? wait, a minute this purple colored box, where I have seen this same color tone before?" as he started thinking then it hit him like a train it was from that bastard Zorak's gacha wheel." So it is a no. anything from him is nothing but a trap to kill me or make me suffer. That lying, cheating fuck lied to me about removing that curse that whore of fortune goddess placed on me." As he was going to press no. System box's writing starting to change now there is written.*ding*No,Ryu that curse that fortune goddess put on you can only be drained out of your body and soul after you suffered a life changing misfortune.

"huh?Life changing misfortune, so that's what was going on? my suspicion was right when I thought he was lying about something. What a bastard?If I saw him next time I will kill him" Then he realized something and put a stop to his rant "wait a minute does the curse still exist in my body and soul?"Ryu asked system immediately with a terrified expression. System however just changed the writing on the purple box *ding*If Ryu let me scan him I can answer? Ryu without a second thought tapped 'yes'.Then from system box a purple light came out which ran from Ryu's head to toe then started showing on the box*ding*'Please wait'

Ryu seeing this tried to click on the purple box and that's no avail as it kept showing 'please wait.' Ryu started feel like his brain going to explode as it started throbbing from stress and tension. He really just don't know what he will do if he still have that curse.

After five minute the report finally came as Ryu rushed toward to seeit but he still slipped and fall on his face. But still somehow manage to put his head up to see the report *ding*negative, Ryu the curse is just recently released from yours body and soul as you experienced life changing misfortune.

Seeing this Ryu starting to finally feel like all of his tension and stress disappear as he released a breath he his holding for who knows how long.

After that system writing changed *ding*will host accept gacha system {yes\no}

"Although you helped me to confirm my biggest problem disappeared or not but it does not change the fact that you are still that asshole Zorak's item who tried to kill me."Ryu was going to press no.

System writing changed *ding*Ryu can you please stop insulting me by saying I am some blackwater universe's minor gods item.

Ryu now confused "wait, that gacha was not created by Zoark's master?"in answer*ding* wrong ,That gacha you rolled is a product appeared when universe was born.It is right of every being on that universe to get a chance to roll it after they die and Zorak himself only got a red colored item."Except for an item's host no one can control that item. So you have no fear of me being Zorak's item. And if they try to steal others item they will have to face heavenly tribulation and that's the reason he had thrown you into the abyss of multi verse.Let me tell you some thing I can guarantee you that you will never regret accepting me host.

"Well if you put it that way it is convincing" Ryu slowly pressed on the yes button while thinking it may be his chance to change his life.

Then in a second Ryu fond himself in a black space and infront of him is a purple box with a some questions.

First option is name.Ryu was going to press Ryu but he suddenly stopped and started thinking 'I am starting a new life so if I keep my old name it will always constantly remind me of my failures also if I learned something from the forbidden grimoires of Phenex clan that is there is many ways to curse someone and who knows what kind of curse Ryder will cast on my name when he learns of his second strongest son's death. So I should not keep it.'

And after thinking for few minutes he changed his name and clicked 'ok'.

*ding*new name selected.Does host wished to change his real name to this? Host be warned you real name will permanently changed into this new name you selected.

Ryu selected 'yes'

New permanent real name is selected Razor Akuma.