章 4: 4.A CHANGE IN THE LIFESTYLE

Everything changed from that day for me . An ordinary girl who had interest in what people called "madness " had now become the big news . After entering for training it wasn't that tough though like an actual kpop idol it was just that I had to stay for 4 hours extra after school for my practise . I wasn't on any kind of strict diet but was on super tough training ..I went to different schools for my concerts and so no Sundays were free for me . I was altogether a busy person now . Now talking about my school . As soon as I entered the school after my first hit concert I could see that all the girls around me were jealous and giving me death glares because there crushes and boyfriends were now after me . May it be prom or any annual couple event the boys of the whole school were following me . I was stalked all the time . I remember it was one of my concerts in some school I had performed and I was getting a close up of the fans in the first row and this is what I heard " Charge over me and make me beg for mercy beautiful" a boy shouted. At the moment I couldn't understand I was young but it was not before I realised what it meant . Kpop idols need to deal with it . It is a part of their tough job . What I experienced was just a starting, a lot of gross stuff happens on idol concerts even worse than what happend with me . About makeup I would say being a Korean it was natural for me to wear makeup all the time and now being famous was a lot more .I had to put on makeup because I kept coming in school magazine and lots of photoshoots and I had to look good as expected but I loved every part of it . My parents were happy for me and I kept managing my studies by waking up till midnight and studying. My trainers loved me I was among the best and they hoped and believed I would some day become a great kpop idol ..