章 132: Lovenotes Overload
After her few days break for recovery, KM contacted her Producer and her talent Manager for her schedules of filming and promotions to be resumed. For while she was recovering and resting her schedules and appointments has been postponed and ha been piled up. Lovenotes, love messages and flowers from her suitors online were piled up as well, since she took her sweet time to relax, rest and not to be bothered by any of them or any kind of some sort to distract her from her sweet peaceful break.
And now that she has recovered, she found herself reading all the lovenotes and messages on her messengers and emails. To her amazement, it's like lovenotes overload!
From Mero: "I miss you!"
From Rain: "It's been raining the past days. I wonder how you are, my love?"
From Michael: "I was worried to know that you were stranded on the Island and got sprained. I hope you are well now. Take care of yourself. I love you much!😘😍"
From Blaze: "I'm dreaming about you...of us 😍😘"
From Pramul: "How can you be mine? 😘😍"
From Fitz: "I know you're busy. When will I see you again?😘"
From Denis: "I'm hopelessly loving you from afar. 😘"
From Jerry: I could fetch the moon for you. This is my way of showing my love for you.😘"
... And from many other men online, each expressing their love interest on her:
"Are you a permanent marker? Why is your name marked in my heart permanently?😘"
"I'm losing weight 'coz I could not help but keep thinking of you. 😘"
"Call me maybe. I'm right here waiting for you. 😍😘"
"How am I suppose to live without you? I've fallen for you already...😘"
"What did you to me? Did you hypnotized me? I couldn't sleep thinking about you!😘"
"The world maybe chaotic. But it would be peaceful if you're with me.😍"
"Oh, I'm having insomnia always thinking about you and me.😘"
"Is it wrong to ask: Will you be mine?😘"
"Life is empty without you.😘"
"My life would be more meaningful if I could have you.😍😍"
"How could I possibly get your love and attention? I'm going crazy about you.😍"
"Can you be real mine? Tell me what to do.😍"
"Baby, now that I found you I won't let you go.I need you in my life.😍"
Reading all these lovenotes overload just makes her smile and then laugh gently. 'Coz some of these guys doesn't really know about her that much specifically her private life apart from her career as a singer and actress, as an artist. As an artist, she might live a luxurious and glamourous life, but at home and when she's alone, she's just a normal simple girl who desires to be with a true gentleman who loves her truly and whom she loves him truly too.
The big question is, who among them will her heart choose? She have already experienced kissing some of them. And the more she tasted each of their kisses, the more she gets confused. She gets confused since she didn't want to misjudged the feeling of lust over the feeling of true love. Or moreso, she didn't want to mixed it up the two and ended up messing up on her choices. 'Coz she knows that in every choice and decisions she will make, comes either the good result or the consequences of it. Either way, she can't be too impulsive of just trusting her emotions alone, hence, she needs to think it over and over too before making her decisions final.
But there's a saying that it's better to love and be loved and be hurt, than not being able to experience love at all. In a relationship, it's like a trial and error that you need to gamble and take a risk of your heart and your whole self, to be able to find your true love. She can't just pick anyone of them and then if her relationship would not work out she would just easily dump that man? She don't want to play on their feelings at all! For she know that if she only plays on the feelings on anyone of them, karma would come back to her, and regrets would be her only gain then.
What must she do? She needs to pray to God on who she will pick to be her future lifetime partner. She's not getting younger and she's actually at a marriageable age now. If she doesn't decide this year, then when will she?
So she started praying to God to give her a sign to help her to decide who among her suitors is really the best for her.
The sign that she asks for is that someone could make her shocked and amazed of anything seems impossible he must do and have done to her, to make her turn to fall in love with that man. And to make God work in a mysterious way, she didn't tell any of these men for the signs she asks from God, of course. Those men have no idea of what's in her mind and plans for they are just waiting for her decision.
So she started taking notes on her diary the things that she noticed on each of them, may it be good or bad, she put it all into writing. It's like she's evaluating each of them what are the advantages and disadvantages, the good and bad character and traits of this particular person she have noticed. Aside from praying, she has to be meticulous in choosing the right one.
But how could she really know who is really the one true love for her? How would she know if she won't even try to take a risk of experiencing to love and be loved?
Now her headache comes. It's not really that easy, she realized. She now begun to wonder, how did her parents knew that they were the true love for each other? She heard her parents love story before but she didn't take it to mind since she was still younger then.
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